~It's Nisa's time~

well.. ak mmg xdpat pgg jnji sndiri an?
haha.. ari 2 dh jnji xnk cter psal dy g.. tp.. ttap gak ak nk cter ari nie.. haha..
erm. well.. ktorg dh ok daa.. dh xsgan nk borak an dy.. gurau an dy.. cter pape kt dy..
spill kt dy.. well.. ok laa.. ase cm dpat kwn bru.. haha..
ari ahad laz week.. ak ckap kt dy.. ak rndu dy..
ttbe mlm 2 dy ajk trun tman dy mkan.. an yani..
well.. ntah.. haha.. ttbe ak ase cm ak seorg kwan bg dy..
ye laa.. b4 nie ingt sng ke nk tggu dy wat cm2?
haish.. dlm pkul 10 cmtu kot ak trun.. sggup babe..
wlaupn ak xtdo mlm b4 2.. mte mmg ngantuk..
tp thn laa.. hepi pny psal.. haha..
smpy pkul 2 gak laa kitorg lpak..
nsib bek klaz pkul 11 pg ari 2.. huu.
kitorg blah un sbb kafe dh ksong.. haha..
well.. that's the first..
lpas 2.. erm.. thanx..
skung nie dy xgne org tgh g daa..
dy ckap stret klau ad pape..
well.. thanx.. 4 being honest..
erm.. n.. krana dy gak, ak rpat an yani.. thanx again..
haha.. kamceng laa an yani skung..
bleh jer wat pape an dy..
dy un kepala cm ak gak.. haha..
so bez laa..
erm.. well.. mggu nie jrg jmpe dy..
jmpe dy skali jer..
tme dy pkai bju oren.. ari khamis..
nmpak dr blakang jer.. tp ak taw 2 dy.. haha..
my instinct says so..
esoknyer akif dtg p um..
haish.. sian akif.. bru abis mmeeting trus dtg um..
ish2.. spe pnye idea laa 2 ek..
akif dtg dtemani hafiz n daeng..
ak lak trun an yani..
kje kitorg?
tgk diorg mkan.. haha..
btw.. kantoi lak dy pkai bju smalam..
haha.. ak ingt laa weh..
jgn ingt ak tataw yer..
haha.. well.. ade gak ak jmpe dy an?
well.. ak ase the bez part nyer ari nie kot??
haha.. aka ari sabtu.. hehe..
nk taw pe jd?
well.. hehe..
erm.. mlm 2 tataw nape..
instinct ak kuat ngn 2 kaler..
haha.. well.. merah n biru..
xtaw nape.. kuat sgt..
haha.. ad ape ek? asl ek?
ak un plek.. haha..
rpe2ny.. pg 2 bru ak taw.. huu..
ptut laa ati ak lbeh kuat nk pkai biru..
mamat 2 pkai bru rpeny..
terslh instinct lak..
trpkai merah.. sme an twin dy.. huahua..
tersasar babe..
erm.. pape laa.. mcm ak ksah.. haha..
tp.. ak ase first tme kitorg jln dy tgo ak..
i mean, first tme wei..
bese twin dy jer yg terlbey pramah an ak.. haha..
pas2.. smpy laa kt mid..
erm.. a lil bit frust laa..
plan an dy x jd.. nsib bek ak xmghrap sgt.. klau x, msti ak mmg frust gler2..
ceh.. huhu..
erm.. btw.. td kitorg tgk harry potter n deathly halllows part 1.. well.. second tme 4 me then..
haha.. wlaupun scnd tme, ak tgk mcm first tme tgk.. haha.. xpsal2 kna tgo org sblh.. haha..
b4 mv start.. kitorg jln2 dlu2..
mle2 ber5.. lpas 2 ber3 lak.. sbb sngja tgglkn yg 2 org 2 g.. haha..
dgr2 ad plan baek pny.. haha.. xmo laa gnggu an..
hehe.. kmi kwan yg mmhmi..
jln2 laa kitorg kt mid 2..
pas 2 sggah kt mph.. mcm bese..
tmpat kmik.. haha.. waa!
nk bli kmik!!
huhu.. ble duit elaun nk msuk nie??
huhu.. sgguh2 xthn..
btw.. nape klau ak jmpe dy ak msti trkjut ek?
pas2 lri??
sgguh xfhm.. ish2..
btw.. ari nie ak bru prasan...
blle ad dy an twin dy..
i'm prone 2 talk with his twin compare with him..
asl ek?
erm.. 2 laa.. dlu smbong sgt.. kn dh sgan daa.. huhu..
erm.. tp tme jlan2 2 leh laa borak an dy cm bese..
erm.. lpas hbis mv, kitorg p solat dlu..
(repitisi.. haha..)
ingtkn lpas solat nk p mkan..
alih2 p shah alam lak..
hehe.. power gak ek ak pjuk yani??
bjya gak pjuk dy p shah alam..
huhu..
erm.. kitorg p shah alam n smpy around bpe ntah.. xingt..
tp dlm tren 2 lwak laa plak.. haha..
nape lwak??
ade laa.. smpat laa candid gmbr erm.. gmbr laa.. haha.. mne leh gtaw..
erm.. hjan.. huhu.. i hate rain laa..
cnfrm dmam mlm nie.. huhu..
erm.. tp baz gak.. haha..
nape bez?
skali lg kitorg tgglkn 2org 2.. haha..
bia laa diorg.. haha..
erm.. well.. kkitorg p kfc seksyen 7..
btw... first tme td ek.. haha..
knal kwan dy..
erm.. mke ak familiar ke??
ye ke??
ntah.. no kmen.. haha..
erm.. first tme g.. (jgn tny ap yg first tme ye.. haha)
mkan2 sme.. pas2.. blek.. akif blek nilai..
fara blek umah dy laa.. sok dy nk blek swak..
waa~ jelezny.. huhu..
kitorg lak blek um.. bersme hafiz..
well.. happy bday hafiz..
overall.. ari nie sgt hepi.. wat ak snym sorg.. haha..
erm.. mlas nk cter detail sgt..
t bnyk lak kmen org.. huhu..
k laa.. daa~ bye bloggie..

erm..
1 week xdpat on9..
mmg sgt borg..
cyez..
sgt2 borg..
huhu.. tataw nk wat pe..
well..

171110 ~ hari raya aidiladha.. rya yg kedua tnpe family.. laz yer xblek sbb spm.. huhu.. sdeh seh.. dh laa mummy kol.. dy ckap adik rndu.. pergh.. asyik tny ble ak blek.. ap ak nk jwab?
kak ad 5 blan g dik.. bru kak cha leh blek.. huhu.. sdeh ek? xpe2.. rndu laa puas2.. hehe..
erm.. klau laz yer rye an kwan.. ari nie rye sorg2.. fuh.. rum8 xde.. dy p genting.. so i'm left all alone.. rndu laz yer.. mkan2.. juz imgine 5 org nek 1 coaster.. ak sorg jer pmpuan.. haha.. dh laa kki injured tme 2.. haha.. stay kt skul sbb sum1 2 stay.. haha.. sian kt dy.. smbut rye an dy laa.. hehe... bleh jer klau nk blek.. tp.. ntah laa.. berkorban laa dmi spm an.. n that sum1.. haha..
thun nie? sbb pe lak xblek? sbb muet.. huhu.. sbuk jer muet 2 dok tgh2 cti.. klau x dh sah2 ak leh blek... haish.. erm2.. sbo jer laa.. tme 2.. ak lpak sorg kt blik.. ttbe rahmt kol.. ajk dating.. haha.. ase cm mimpi jer.. ceh.. haha.. dy ajk kuar p mid.. well.. ak on jer.. hehe.. eh2.. ttbe ad dolah skali.. xpe laa.. g bez.. hehe.. so.. pergi laa kmi bertga ke mid pd wktu org len tgh braya.. haish.. xtvt kmi dsna? well.. mkan! haha.. sbb kafe ttup.. mkan kt carl's jr.. erm.. sdap gak.. g sdap dr mcd.. haha.. erm.. lpas 2 lpak kt arcade.. men mcm2 game.. basket mmg terbaek.. haha..
men an mamat 2 org nie.. lgsg xbg can ak men sorg.. huh! hampeh jer.. huhu.. plg bez men tmbak2 an rahmat.. haha.. dy dlu klah.. weh.. bgga 2.. huahua.. lpas men kt arcade kitorg tgk cter skyline.. erm2.. kurg bez laa.. huhu.. ase cm ade yg kurg.. n cm bese ak slalu terover acting dlm panggung.. haha.. nsib laa klau ak nk jd pengulas xbertauliah un.. haha.. mlm 2 blek dlm pkul 11 lbey.. well.. a memoir 2 remember..

181110 ~ erm.. mini reunion? erm.. ye laa sgt.. cm xjd jer.. haha.. ingtkn rmai yg dtg.. haish.. tp xpe.. jmpe gak laa an msuh ketat ak 2.. haha.. tp xd mud laa nk gado an dy.. haha.. nsib ko laa.. dy nie un pnyibuk gak.. kn dh ckap jgn tgo blog ak.. skati ak laa nk tlis pape un kt my bloggie nie.. suke ski ati ko jer nk ktuk2 ek? ceh.. pirah.. haha.. hari 2 tgk harry potter.. well.. enjoy that mv.. sbb dh bce.. haha.. taw flow dy.. jd narrator lak dlm panggung 2.. haha.. yg xbezny 2 part 1.. huhu.. ade part 2 g.. erm.. ap blaku tme nie ek.. xbrape ingt coz ak xd mud sgt tme nie.. nape ek? ntah laa.. ak un xingt.. yg ak ingt.. ari nie laa stat mengubah sgala2ny.. erm.. ntah laa.. is it?

ari2 sterusny sgt2 borg.. huhu.. xnk laa cter pjg2.. nothg interest me.. so xnk laa.. haha.. erm.. well.. sem 2 dh start.. sem break dh hbis.. nisa.. ur tme is over.. so.. 4get it.. will ya? haha.. i know it's hard.. but.. i know u can... soo.. erm.. honey n clover.. u teach me everythg.. bout love, study, life, friendship.. erm.. well.. life ain't that easy.. so.. chill out..
tme 2 move on.. if.. if n only if forgetting sum1 as easy as 1 2 3.. or a b c.. or do re mi..
haish.. rse cm nk reformat blek jer otak ak nie.. haish.. read this 1 post from sum1 blog..
well.. it's general.. but.. i'm kind of.. erm.. ntah laa.. trase? well.. ye kot.. ntah laa.. ak un xtaw.. asl lak? well.. ak tgh dlm mode snstif kot.. cpat sgt trase ati.. well.. this is sum1 request.. stop talking bout dy here.. well.. can i do that? haha.. ntah laa.. we'll see.. my next post.. well.. haha..
erm.. 211110.. sweet.. haha.. lpak smpy 2 pg.. well..
i'm not feeling really well 2nite.. got 2 go.. daa~
hope my mood will b better soon.. cyezly.. if my mood continue 2 swing like this..
i'll suffer.. nie un dh mnyeksa dri daa.. haish.. nisa! get back 2 ur sense!
fuh.. i'm getting tired with all of this.. 2 days without sleep n without food..
what am i? a robot? huh! stop it.. remember that stupid history..
dont let it happen again.. u;ll regret it..

well..
berblah bg?
ye ke?
is it?
haha.. kpd sesiapa yg membce blog ak.. (klau ade laa.. haha..)
msti korg prasan kn..
dlm shari bpe byk post yg ak wat..
haha.. 2 mksudny ak sgt2 borg yer..
hehe.. sorry klau anda terbce post yg ak ase..
cm xbez jer.. haha..
lntak laa.. it's up 2 u nk bce ke x..
well.. i advise u don't..
haha.. this is all bout me.. n only me..
so.. why bother? erm.. cm xbaek jer bnyi an?
ntah laa.. maaf laa..
otak ak tgh xbrape nk btol sgt skung..
taw x.. dlu i used 2 think..
cti blalu sgt cpat.. haish..
skung?
ak ase sgt lmbt.. huhu.. i wnder why?
ceh.. action jer lbey ak an? haha..
yup.. it's bcoz of dy..
well.. haha..
ntah laa.. bia laa..
pg td.. ttbe jer dy anta mcg ckap ad awek duk sbelah dy..
haha.. asl ckap kt ak ek? ak un plek..
well.. lyn jer laa.. i'm gonna win a good actress rite?
haha.. well.. ntah laa..
now.. ak dh dpat dh cntrol feeling ak ngn dy..
well.. except in here laa..
so dont compare here wif outside world pliz..
especially u..
hehe..
erm.. well..
having a crush quite erm.. idk how 2 put in words..
haha.. will i b like Oh Ha Ni?
or will i end up like Bong Joon Gu?
well.. it's undecided yet..
but then..
i'm still waiting..
waiting 4 what?
idk..
even me myself dont know what am i waiting..
haha.. well.. as long as i enjoy my lufe..
let me b myself..
haha.. well.. mlm nie kol dy g.. sian dy..
tiap2 mlm b4 dy tdo ak kol dy..
jhat kn ak?
huhu.. mcm td..
smpy ttdo dy..
sian lak.. huhu..
well.. ak xsgka ak akn jmpe org cmtu g..
haha.. well.. r all perakian the same?
haish.. i doubt that..
erm.. well..
should stop?
idk..
cyezly.. i intend on not calling him 2nite.. act.. not even mcg him..
but i failed.. i betrayed myself... haha..
well.. yup.. first, i juz wanna text him..
but then, i start 2 feel unease when i'm not hearinh his vice..
haish.. i should juz record it rite? haha..
waa~ why am i turning like some kind of a desperate here??
hello?? haish..
ak sgguh plek...
why am i only thinking bout him..
opss.. have i been imprinted or what?
ceh.. prasan dlm dnia vampire laa plak.. keh3..
well..
will things gone well 4 me..
well.. after finishing pasum..
we'll never meet again rite..
soo..
idk.. what will happen back then?
there r only 5 months left..
what will happen?
i'm really damn curious..
ntah laa..
erm.. nisa.. 4 this upcoming days, will u promise urself not 2 text him?
could u do that? no texting, no calling..
can u bear it?
erm.. can i challenge myself like that?
what would i end up in?
getting hurt?
well.. i dunno..
yup.. i know.. n always remind myself..
wif him, i dont even stand a chance..
not even a tiny slightest chance..
i know my place..
he's juz 2 high..
well.. i'm juz.. wanna b hepi..
cn i?
i dont hope anythg from him..
juz.. stay wif me.. even as frenz..
thanx..

yup.. thanx.. i've really causing u a troble back then.. this past few days..
well.. i call u every nyte, b4 u sleep..
yup.. u said u dont mind..
but.. i do care act.. i dont call 4 any man without reason..
even if he's my best friend..
even if it's ur twin.. haha..
so.. don't ask me why i dont call ur twin k?
i call u bcoz it's u..
haha..

*ap ak mepek kt ats 2 ek.. ak un xbape fhm..
haha.. lntak laa.. yg pnting..
i'll try..
plus.. xkn nk topup utk kli ke4 kot?
haha.. well..
i think i will topup after this.. haha..
well..
juz wait n c what 2morrow brings 4 me..
well.. c ya..
dy..
ai ai.. thank u..
4 being wif me every nite.. (sounds like a perv.. pergh..)

well..
erm.. i'm a bit flustered now..
and i'm wondering..
nisa? haven't u juz have been rejected?
haha.. but.. i'm acting as if i'm happy..
am i? haha.. guess so..
at last he is being..
erm.. what do we called it..
considerated? haha..
ntah laa.. but.. really thanx..
haha.. yup.. his words does sound harsh..
but.. i dont mind it.. since it's him..
frustrated? yup.. maybe a lil bit..
it'll b a huge lie if i say i didn't feel anythg rite?
haha.. plus.. being rejected 4 the second tme by a same person..
well.. quite hurt.. but.. i recover pretty fast..
why? bcoz it's him..
haha.. nk mrah un 15 mnit jer.. n then i'm ok..
trus ase nk kol dy g 2..
haha.. that evening, our conversation quite serious i think..
well.. 2nite is quite good..
although i'm quite nervous at first when i c his status in fb..
pergh.. i do have quick panic rite?
haha.. luckily it's not me..
and do u know how grateful i am?
cyezly.. this is soo true..
haha.. erm.. i juz kol him 4 20 mnutes 2day..
haha.. coz he have 2 get early 2morrow..
well.. i dont mind.. although calling him means this is the third tme i top up 4 this week..
hwaha.. i do act things crazily.. rite?
well.. i juz cant help it.. since i'm happy..
well.. besides.. i dont want us 2 b like b4.. cyezly.. it really hurt me a lot..
when suddenly he is missing n avoiding me..
pergh.. n now.. i dont wanna him gone..
yup.. even if its mean that its unrequited love..
so what? does u really need 2 have what u want?
(well that's a lesson 4 me.. sheesh.. i do complaint a lot b4,.. haha)
loving somebody does not necessarily mean that u have 2 be his..
sumtymes.. it's better this way..
i love our friendship more than i love him..
so, i dont wanna lose him....
even if his erm.. quite.. well.. u know him.. haha..
but that's the fun part... n that''s what i love the most..
around everyone, he is just being himself..
he didn't pretend like sum1 else n juz show his true self wheter u like it or not..
do he care? haha.. yup.. i like that part..
well.. our conversation sound erm.. quite formal at first.. but then..
i changed the subject.. haha.. well.. don't u guys call me a non stop talker b4?
well.. with him, i'm juz a listener.. i prefer hearing him complaint.. haha..
so not me.. well.. it's true..
rejected 4 second tme?
does it mean i'll give up? nope..
haha.. give up? what does it mean by that?
well.. i wont stop loving him.. but i'll stop giving hope 2 myself..
well.. sumtmes, i think that i'm not good enough..
i'm not up 2 his standard.. but.. that's not the case..
there's sumthg.. sumthg that i wanna know..
haaha.. well.. i leave all this 2 Allah..
Allah knows what is better 4 us rite..
erm.. in the mean time, should i call him every day??
haha.. so ridiculous nisa..
erm.. i've call him 4 times already.. opss.. 5 times.. n 4 nights..
erm.. yesterday, i dont stand a chance.. coz he is staying at uia..
so.. i'm quite.. erm.. shy?
haha..
maybe..
well.. erm..
today i watch mischievous kiss aka playful kiss..
it's a korean movie..
well.. when i see the heroin..
i dont know why but i see myself in her..
well.. not exactly like her..
i'm not that fanatic with him.. haha..
well.. i'm gonna wait.. haha..
if he's not 4 me.. i'll accept..
arranged marriage sounds ok.. haha..
plus.. my father already choose sum1 4 me..
pergh.. yup.. he is handsome.. good looking, kind and all that praise..
yup.. i've seen him.. talked 2 him.. i call him abg..
but then.. that's it.. haha..
dy..
yup.. i keeep falling 4 him..
so there's no other space 4 sum1 else..
sorry.. my heart is fully occupied with him.. haha...
erm.. well.. i dont know why.. lately i'm juz boring..
huhu.. everyday same routine.. it's sooo borg..
( except calling part.. it never makes me boring.. ^_^..)
well.. now.. i've found my old hobby..
anime!
yea!
when korean starts 2 bored u, here comes anime.. haha..
thanx 2.. dy..
haha.. well.. what else 4 me 2 say?
erm.. well.. i juz can't sllep 2nite..
why?
bcoz i'm waiting 4 six o'clock..
n if i sleep i might miss it..
wondering why six o'clock?
well.. juz wanna say safe journey 2 him..
haha.. sounds stupid..?
well.. i'm stupid if it involve him..
haha.. well.. better get moving..
anime is waiting 4 me rite now.. haha..
k laa.. daa~ c u later..
haha..

can i say i'm really grateful?
thanx..
thank u so much..
dy..
thank u soo much..
u don't know how much this have been bothering me..
i'm more ok now..
lbey tng..
=)

yup.. i'm feeling guilty.. huhu..
2 laa org ckap.. wat xpk dlu an? pdn mke ak..
tp ak xksah ak.. ak ksahkn dy jer..
huhu.. sian dy.. erm2..
slah ke ap ak wat sbenany ek?
huhu.. ntah laa..
ak un tataw.. tp2..
akif dh bg warning daa..
tp ak xdgr un.. huhu..
soo mmg slah ak ek?
huhu.. erm.. ntah laa..
cyez ak ase bslh..
wat pape un ak dh xbtol daa..
tgkk2.. td tgn dh mlecur daa..
huhu.. sbuk sgt pk psal dy..
erm.. pas bka fb dy td g laa..
huhu.. ak xtaw dy mksudkn spe..
p.. huhu... ntah laa..
ak un tataw..
tp tataw nape ak lak yg ase bslh..
haish..
ak trase ke?
ye kot.. sbb td ak anta chat fb dy xlyn un.. huhu.. erm2..
tataw laa.. cyes ak dh.. pning.. huhu..
mummy.. huhu..
ak ase lbeh lbeh runsing pk psal dy nie.. ak syg sgt kt dy ke?
tataw laa.. yg dlu un ak bese2 jer.. tade laa cmnie sgt..
huhu..
ntah laa..
ak un tataw..
should i call him?
let him cool?
erm.. huhu.. tataw laa.. huhu..
ya Allah..
cyes.. ak ase cm ati ak lak yg tlke..
ak mmg laa tade hal...
wlaupun ad gak prasaan sdey.. tp2..
ak g laa xley tgk dy sdey..
10x ase sdey ak.. huhu..
xskeny.. haish.. nape jd cmnie ek?
guess i'm juz not a good planner..
huhu.. plan bnda asyik xjd jer.. huhu..
haish.. dy..
r u angry?
bad mood?
i'm soorry...
soo sorry..
mb i'm being 2 harsh td..
huhu.. cyezly.. i'm feeling guilty 2wards u.. what is my punishment?
huhu...
i was found guilty..
G
U
I
L
T
Y

erm..
can i quit?
it hurts.. really.. deep down in me..
i..
i feel betrayed..
well..
mb it's juz a complot..
a tricky 1.. but still..
i hate it..
4give me..
can i cry?
i hate crying..
but now.. i think i should..
it's hurt.. n i can't even tell anybody bout it...
juz u.. yup..
only u..
thanx dear bloggie..
4 being there when i need sum1 the most..
when the 1 need the most is suddenly missing..
well.. i;ve get used 2 this..
i've experience far more terrible than this..
sooo.. i'm soo sorry.. yup.. i mean it..
sorry..
Some
One
Really
Remembers
You..
soo.. sorry..

ok.. FINE!!
ak tataw nape..
cpat jer emo mlm nie..
haish.. cyez ak xdpat pk dgn btol..
huhu.. hbis laa ak mlm nie..
haaish..
EMO!!
WHY??

erm.. guess.. i'll b in a bad mud..
huhu.. dont know when will it stop..
hati.. tlg laa fhm.. huhu..
skit laa.. can't u juz STOP?
pliz.. STOP.. (ayt common sum1)
hwahwa.. klau ak dgr cnfrm tkut.. mglabah..
erm.. tataw laa..
ini laa pdhny klau terlbey epi..
dh 3 mlm kot ak dh epy..
so.. mlm nie kna sdey lak..
yeke?
xley ke ak trus epy?
hhuuu..
cdey sesgt nie..
pape laa..
i've got smthg 2 discuss wif him..
guess i have 2 postpone laa..
haish..
k laa.. i'm not in the mud.. guess i'll post smthg mrapu again after this..

haish.. tgk2.. kn dh ckap daa..
msti ad post yg akn mnyusul lpas td.. huahua..
cyez ak borg gler nie.. haish.. nk on9 un ak dh borg nie taw..
ttbe ak dh borg an korea..
borg bce bku..
xde slera mkan..
borg wat puzzle sme 2..
borg men game..
borg dgr lgu..
borg tdo..
haish.. asl nie? cam org angau jer..
huahua.. tp.. mmg un laa an?
huhu..
sme org bz mlm nie.. rum8 ak nie un ntah ble laa blek.. haish.. msti cam ari 2.. pkul 11 bru blek..
hbis 2.. ak nk wat pe b4 2?
huhu.. mummy!!
i'm damn soooo boring now..
huuu.. sob3.. manyak sdeh maa..
ase cm nk mengalirkn air mta dh nie.. haish..
manyak emo laa ini mlm..
=(

waa~
sgt2 borg.. huhu..
nape?
dh laa sorg2 kt blik.. rum8 p church..
floor mmg laa ad org, tp cm sunyi jer.. sram babe.. huhu..
erm.. 3 org nie lak ilg.. haish.. spe 3 org nie?
(kmk~ktk), (sy~awk), (ak~hg)
siapekah?
haha.. hny diorg yg taw..
erm.. tape laa.. diorg bz kot..
well.. life must go on.. an2?
hehe.. agk2 cmne ak tdo smalam?
haha.. yup.. sme jer..
taw x.. smalam ak mmg bengang gler..
bkan ny ape un.. ye laa.. ak mghdpi mixed jumble feeling..
haish.. ssah woo..
manyak2 skit.. dh laa smalam skit trok.. skit pe?
skit pmpuan.. huhu.. cyez skit.. nk wat pape un ak xlrat.. (mcg dy lrat..)
haha..
erm.. dh laa xstdy g utk muet.. haish.. nisa.. ko ingt ko terer sgt ke english 2 hah?
haish.. pasrah jer laa.. haha..
tp an.. ad stu bnda ak musykil..
taw x.. ble ak kol dy jer an, trus ak xskit.. plek an??
ak un plek.. eh.. ttbe ak ase ok lak.. haha..
ak kol dy smpy abis kdt ak smalam.. hehe..
tp xlme laa.. lpas 2 dy kol ak blek juz nk glakkn ak??
haish.. mmg xmature.. hahaha..
well.. ari nie td de muet..
dh laa kna ad b4 pkul 7.30..
hampeh jer.. haish..
pg td bgun awl skit.. taw x nape?
sbb ttbe air xde!
haish.. terpkse berhjrah g blok sbelah nk mndi..
xske ny.. huhu..
smpy kt exam hall pkul 7.15..
lpak2 jap.. pastu dlm pkul 7.50 bru laa kitorg dbnarkn msok..
haish.. asl laa sruh kitorg dtg pkul 7.30..
haish.. sbor jer laa..
b4 msuk exam hall, kna laa bce doa dlu an?
hehe.. dh laa xstdy pape un utk eng nie.. haha..
msuk dgn kaki knan..
lpas 2, upacara mncri tmpat duduk un brmula.. msuk2 jer.. tgk ats mja sorg bdak nie..
eh.. ak slah tgk ke? asl mamat nie duk snie lak?
3 kli ak tgk nme 2.. pjam celik.. pejam blek.. bka blek..
laa.. mmg mja dy..
Muhamad **** bin Z*********..
ceh.. mnjdi gak doa dy mlm td.. haish.. jelesny..
cri pny cri.. jmpe un mja ak..
WHAT!!
ak duk dpan skali??
haish.. xske2.. huhu..
sbo jer laa..
nk wat cmne..
eh, leh nmpk dy laa..
bez2.. haha...
ak dh dpat ase yg exam kli nie bkal jd exam ak yg pling xfkus n hepi.. mwahaha..
ceh.. gedik sgguh bnyi ny.. ceit.. mlu laa sket.. ish2..
exam muet 2 dmulakn dgn reading.. erm.. borg laa.. huhu.. ngantok laa plak..
hehe.. ap lg.. sumber ilham dh de dpan mta.. haha..
gne laa pluang yg ad sbaikny.. hehe..
erm.. new haircut.. (i've 2 agree, dy nmpak lbey cute..) haha..
bju coklat.. necktie kaler pe ek? xnmpak laa..
dak sorg 2 dh prasan ak tgk dy.. tpakse laa cover line.. hehe..
erm.. reading dh lpas.. dua lg mali.. haha..
second adlh exam writing.. start pkul 10.10..
erm.. quite ok laa first question nie..
second question nie ak xtaw nape ak leh glak.. haha.. cm lwak jer..
arranged marriage??
erm.. interesting topic..
huahua.. smber inspirasi dpan mta, lju jer tgn ak mnulis.. hehe.. sengal laa..
11.40, exam un habis..
exam ditruskn dgn listening..
haish.. ak mmgh plg xske listening..
huhu.. sgt2.. xbesh taw x..
tp.. pape un.. bnda dh lpas.. haha..
ttbe ak wondering.. erm.. dy 2 mmg xfhm ke wat2 xfhm ek??
haish.. sje jer taw.. huhu..
pnat ak bg hint.. ble dh straight fwd un leh blur?
haish.. haha.. xpe laa.. ak dulu un cmtu gak..
ak pnah pgg title dy.. so ak fhm ap dy ase..
haha.. hampeh jer.. weh..
cyez nie.. ak sgt borg.. korg tgk laa.. lpas nie msti ak akn post pape g.. huha..
erm.. ttbe ak ase mnyesal.. nape laa tme blackout 2 mle2 ak reject ble dy ckap dy nk nyanyi ek?
haha.. lpas 2 ble ak mnta dy xnk g laa plak.. haha.. hampeh jer..
erm.. ase sgt borg laa.. huhu.. nk wat pe nie ek?

nisa2.. ish3.. ssah2.. ssah laa nk deal an hg nie..
ssah an? ak un ase ak nie cm terlbey complex jer..
huahua.. but know what?
do i care??
skati ak laa.. well.. ak xnk jd cm org len.. ak adlh ak..
don't try 2 change me..
asl ak hangin ttbe? sbb ade laa sorg nie yg sbuk2 nk tgo ak..
well.. nsib laa klau ak xlyan ko.. ko pduli hape??
huh! dh kre baek ak xremove ko dr friend list ak.. ak block ko jer.. haha..
pape laa.. blah laa.. rsakkn mood ak yg tgh hepi mepi (wjud ke perkataan nie??)..
well.. pape laa.. haha.. ak tgh hepi n tiada spe leh nk kcau blaukn ari ak ari nie.. haha..

well.. why i'm hepi? hehe.. of coz laa sbb... well.. ehem2.. fhm2 laa yer.. haha..
korg ase ak tdo xsmalam? hehe.. alaa.. guess laa sket..
haish.. haha.. mle2 ak ingt ak mmg xkn tdo.. tp2.. well.. hehe..
klau ak dh sengih2 nie agk2 korg dpat agk x ape jd? hehe....
yup.. ak kol dy g.. tp kli nie cyes mmg lme... tp ak ase xlme un.. plek.. haha..
kitorg borak sjam lbey taw.. huahua.. ak un tataw ap ak borak an dy.. yg ak taw ak tgh borg..
pembetulan kt sni ek.. ak bkan hnya cri dy tme ak tgh borg.. tp tiap2 mse ak cri dy.. tp.. pnday2 laa.. huahua.. hampeh la.. haish...
ade laa yg kitorg borak.. erm.. well.. mlas laa nk cter lbey2.. korg bkan nk taw un an? erm..
lpas 2.. ttbe.. tut tut.. eh.. asl nie? laa.. rpe2nye bat3 hp dy dh ksong.. haha.. cm lwak jer..
well.. lme pe kitorg borak.. no wonder laa..
well.. ak un agk plek sbenany.. beseny klau ak cter psal dy an twin dy, msti twin dy cm.. erm2..
sgt scary.. huhu.. well.. now? thanx 4 considering.. hehe.. i know u'll read this laa..
well.. ap ak try nk ckapkn? xde pape.. haha.. sje nk ckap ak sgt hepi 2 ari bertrut2 nie.. dgr suara dy b4 tdo.. sah2 ak sweetdream.. hehe..

p/s: persoalan ari nie.. cute n macho 2 xsme ke? haha.. (i'm cuter ok..)

well.. well..
huahua.. ttbe ak blank nk celoteh pe.. td bnyk jer idea..
haish.. hampeh.. haha.. erm.. well..
jom kte cter psal big bang.. haha.. y suddenly?
sbb2.. haish.. dun ask me y laa..
i dont have every answer 4 ur question lorh..
hehe.. erm.. well.. ak ske big bang bkan pe.. nie sme terpengaruh an bezfrenz ak aka fara laa..
haha.. erm2.. back 2 my bebelan..
erm.. lgu yg first ak ske? tell me goodbye.. (in fact tgh dgr lgu 2 skung.. )
haha.. ak ske lgu nie sbb..?? haha.. well.. bmula ngn 1 video..
ak nie kn plek sket.. (ak sdar n ak mgaku.. =_=' )
pape jer ad kaitn an dy, ak cpat alert.. wlaupn dy xmnat korea2 sme nie.. haha.. tp..
tataw.. i juz love this song.. g un.. tjuk lgu nie bez.. tell me goodbye.. hehe..
yup.. i wanna tell myself 2 tell goodbye 2 my past.. past is past rite? so.. why bother remembering it? wat skit ati jer.. an2? haha..
ak un xbrape fhm video klip lgu nie.. tp.. ak sgt ske versi diorg.. haha..

second lgu ialah, lies.. bnyi cam.. well... lies?
plek kn.. well.. ap kaitn tjuk lgu nie an ak plak?
haha.. bg lgu nie, ak xtertrik an tjuk dy.. ak ske chorus dy..
i'm so sorry but i love u.. pergh..
ayat normal my ex klau ak tgh mrah.. huahua..
cnfirm cair.. haha.. smpy skung jd fav sentence ak..
sbb 2 ak terkjut ble dy ttbe nyanyi lgu nie tyme kt tsik 2..
haha.. wlaupun dy asyik ulg chorus.. well.. haha..
slah stu sbb ak mnta lgu nie gak.. video klip dy sgt sdeh.. haish..
cyes sdeh.. xcye tgk sndiri.. hehe...

lpas 2 lgu stay.. nape an lgu nie? ntah laa..
stay.. well.. ad laa.. xnk laa cter.. keh2..
lemme keep this as secret 2 myself..

then, lgu haru haru.. lagu nie wat ak tringt kt dy? why?
sbb video klip dy.. part cincin 2.. ap kaitn cincin 2 an dy?
well.. hany ak an dy yg taw.. haha..
itu pn klau dy xckup lampi utk fhm bnda 2.. huahua..

erm.. ad jer lgu len.. mlas nk xplen stu2.. klau nk taw, tny sndiri laa.. haha..
well.. ksimpulannya.. stiap lgu yg ak dgr 2.. mst ada kitn an dy.. klau xde kaitn un..
eat ak tringat laa.. haha.. ade gak org len yg ak ingt.. tp mostly dy laa.. haha.. nk wat cmne.. nsib laa..

nape title dy cmtu? ntah.. haha..
ak un tataw.. haha.. erm..
ap ak nk cter hari nie?
well.. a lil secret.. bout who? well.. juz read it laa..
huahua...

dy.. yup.. dy.. spe2 yg dh bce post2 ak b4 nie n knal ak.. msti taw spe dy nie kn? hehe..
well.. stu soalan yg ak slalu dpt.. why him? ak ase dy un msti heran.. haha..
soo.. i'm gonna revealed some secret here..
do we need reason 2 fall 4 sum1? do we need 2 know when? how? n etc..
haha.. look? does it matter? as we grow older, look will also faded..
his personality? what if someday he changed? will u love them again?
money? well.. money does important.. but.. if they broke awy, does that mean ur love will also fly away? people always judge love based on this thing.. (there r other thg..)
ermm.. well.. 4 him.. i juz fall.. i know it sounds ridiculuos.. yes.. but i juz fall..
yup.. that's rite.. i know.. u owez wondering.. out of many people here, why u?
even ur bestfriend ask me that question k? haha.. my answer is.. i don't have any answer..
bcoz, idk.. well.. now, i sound like i'm stupid.. haish.. ntah laa..
pliz stop wondering why? it's bcoz it's u.. u r being urself n that's special..
haha.. what the hell am i talking bout?
i'm talking nonsense again.. n this is bcoz i'm bored n u suddenly popped in my mind.. n suddenly.. oh.. i've write bout u..
nisa! dush.. doble dush.. haha.. amacam? bez x? keh2..
erm.. well.. being with him, i never ask more.. haha.. ye laa.. klau an ex ak dlu laen pe..
klau an dy, being his frenz is owez enough 4 me.. seeing him hepi makes me smile.. seeing him makes me feel calm.. bunyi mcm ak dh angau.. haha.. well.. i dedicate this song 2 u.. haish.. ase cm mnyesal lak ble tlak dy nk dodoikn ak smalam.. kah2..

Dimanakah pemandangan terindah,
didunia puasku cari setelah jauh melangkah
hingga takdir mneyuluh ke arahmu
kutemukan pemandangan itu, terlakar di wajahmu..

dengan setiap lafaz kata,
harapan makin menyinar untuk kita bersama
membina hidup bahagia

oh kasih, oh kasih
kuberterima kasih
padamu kerana menyempurnai hidupku
dah sakit dah sungguh ak asyik terjatuh
jatuh cnta dengan..
kamu,..

dalam berjuta-jutaan lagu, tiada satu pun dapat menenteramkn kalbu
melainkan bila kau menyebut ke telinga bahawa kau jga syg pdku

kurasa setuah tuah manusia
nikmati hidup dengan wanita yang kucinta..

well.. a song by adam ~ jatuh.. ske lgu nie.. nape? chorus dy.. sgt kna an ak..
haha.. ye laa.. ak ase ayik fall kt dy jer.. ari2 fall kt dy.. haish.. parah x?
i'm wonderinng.. how am i gonna sleep 4 2nite.. huhu.. xkn nk kol dy g kot?
huhu.. xkn laa 2 mlm stret.. erk.. erm..
erm.. well.. tataw.. tgk laa cmne ak tdo mlm nie.. klau xtdo xpe ke? huhu..
well.. sok dy blek um.. hehe.. hepi? haha.. ntah.. (sje wat xtaw.. ceh..)
erm.. well2.. erm2.. idk what 2 say anymore.. hua2.. well.. that's all 4 2nite.. daa~
c u in anothe post.. well.. ari nie jer dh 3 post.. haha.. sah2 ak sgt borg yer..

p/s: i'm so sorry but i love u.. ^_^..

UNEXPECTED?
yup.. it is unexpected..
WHY? bcoz i say it is..
haha..
well.. xcye? terserah.. scroll down n read..

mlm itu cuaca dingin.. suam suam kuku laa kot.. xlaa dingin mne un.. huahua.. ak tgh leka dgn dunia koreaku.. bese laa ak.. spe xknal.. klau dh dgn korea, xsdar skeliling.. keh2.. tp.. cuaca mlm 2.. erm.. ntah laa.. len sket.. dh laa ak sorg2 nie.. haish.. hampeh jer.. xpe2.. nsib baek ad tman mcg.. hehe.. spe? ade laa.. erm.. ttbe.. TUP!
"Mummy!!"
huish.. cyes cuak.. suasana mnjadi glap glita.. laa.. ak dh bute ke? TIDAK!..
eh jap.. asl ak leh nmpak hp ak? ceh.. blackout ke nie? alahai.. asl laa wktu2 cmnie dy nk blackout?
haish.. xskenye.. nsib baek ad lilin n lighter.. jgn tny mne ak dpat 2 bnda 2.. haha.. ad laa.. ceh.. mcm dh wat upacara ap dh ak nie.. haish..
alahai.. tkutnye.. ak nk cntct spe pg2 nie? huhu.. diorg sah2 msti dh tdo.. huhu..
oppsss... lpe lak nk ckap.. jam skung mnunjukkan pkul 3.04 am yer.. mngikut jam nset ak laa.. soo.. klau waktu sbenar dy, 2.34 mnit.. nape? sbb jam ak awl stgh jam.. haha.. sje nk wat suspen dri sndiri..
dlm otak ak pk stu nme jer.. mne ade nme len.. tgh kalut2 cmtu.. nme 2 jer laa ak pk..
ap lg.. mcg ditaip.. tet.. mcg sent.. ok.. skung kna tggu jer.. cmne klau dy da tdo? huhu.. hbis laa ak.. ttbe.. ak dgr big bang nyanyi lagu tell me goodbye.. eh.. dr mne big bang dtg nie? huhu.. eh2.. lpe lak.. 2 kn ring tone klau ad mcg msuk? haish.. nie laa jd klau dh cuak sgt.. huhu.. Alhamdullillah.. dy blom tdo..
slelsai sti problem.. problem ap? cri tman ak mlm 2.. huhu.. haish.. bleh lak dy p skat2 ak? sengal.. ak dh laa mmg dh tkut.. dy leh lak tkut2kn ak? haish.. nsib bdan.. tp2.. i know he care from the way he mcg.. huahua.. memandai jer ak wat assumption kn? haha.. well2.. 2 mmg fav ak..
haha.. i'm expert wif that.. erm.. mcg2 jap.. ttbe dy sruh kol.. ok.. erm.. ak un kol.. ak un kn mmg rndu kt dy.. keh2.. erm.. ok.. byk laa sgt nsihat yg dy bg.. tp top mostt woord yg dy sbut pe? tdo!.. haha.. asyik sruh ak tdo jer.. haish.. dy xtaw ke ak nie kelawar? ssah babe nk tdo mlm.. lg2 laa klau sorg2.. huhu.. xthan den.. erm.. laz2.. sbb ksian sgt kt dy.. ak un ckap kt dy ak nk tdo.. tme 2 dh pkul 3 lbeh daa.. ade laa dlm 33 mnit ktorg borak.. juz dy nk sruh ak tdo.. huahua..
n.. ajaibnyer.. ak dpat tdo mlm 2.. wow.. ase cm.. erm... ajaib.. xpernh kot.. erm2.. ati tgh hepi kot... haha.. ye laa 2.. smpy msuk mmpi g 2.. ak dpat ase ak tdo snyum2 mlm 2.. haha.. shhhh...
jgn gtaw org len.. hehe..
ape yg unexpected sgt kt sni? pk laa.. haha..

p/s: special thanx 2 u.. yup.. u laa.. mne ade org len.. thanx ek.. tmankn wktu tgh dlm kegelapan.. (ceh.. ayt dramatis sgguh.. haha..)

haish.. ase cm mnyesal lak blek delta hotel awl sgt.. huhu..
why? sbb ak sgt LONELY!!
klau kt sne, ade gak fara.. plg krg un ad housemate fara..
kt sni?? haish.. i'm alone.. n i really mean it.. Alone..
alone kt blik, kt floor.. waa~ haish.. pape laa..
cyes ak ase ak xtdo mkm nie.. huhu..
well u know me.. ak kn pnakut.. huahua..
erm... td un mummy kol.. dy tlbey bgg la plak.. nie yg xske trus trang nie.. tlbey bgg.. huhu..
klau tpu lak, xbek.. haish.. xpe mummy.. i'm safe here k?
erm.. mmndgkn ari nie sgt borg.. so.. ak un blogjogathon.. hehe..
xd laa jogathon mne un.. jogathon stu blog jer.. blog akif.. hbiskn bce sme post dy.. n sy bjya yer.. hehe.. ske2.. yea! finally.. dr dlu g nk bce sme post dy.. bjya gak akheny..
haha.. thumbs up 2 u nisa!
well.. td ayah kol.. huhu.. ajk nyanyi lgu sme2... diorg celebrate wedding annnivesary mlm nie..



HAPPY WEDDING ANNIVERSARY YG KE-20.. (11/11/1990 - now)

TAHER BIN HAJI SMAIL & SAADIAH BINTI KAWE..



erm.. sdeh kot.. ak jer xd kt sne.. sob2.. sdeh nie..
dh laa diorg mkan kek cheese.. waa~ lparny..
xmkan g nie.. huhu.. lpar2.. haish.. ini laa nsib hdup d prantauan..
haish.. sbo jer laa.. sbo smpy blan 4 t.. bru blek swak g.. huhu..



erm.. know what? i hate being alone.. why? i'll think of him.. who? him laa.. huahua..
wat xtaw lak.. alaa.. mne ad cter psl org len.. eh, ad ke? alaa.. fhm2 sda.. ngeh2..
alone.. yup... byk jer nk pk psal dy.. why? sbb ak nk pk psl spe g? klau ttbe pk psal org len kg ttbe jer kna attack g.. haish.. haila2.. len kli b4 rpat an sum1, kna pstikn dy dh de makwe ke x.. reminder 4 myself.. klau x un, kna wat kwan an makwe dy skali.. klau x.. mmg hbis laa ak.. huhu..

well.. back 2 the topic.. erm.. klau tgh2 free cmnie.. ceh.. ad jer dy msuk dlm otak ak.. haish.. p jauh2 leh x? huhu.. erm.. mcm smalam.. cyes ase nk mjuk an dy.. huhu.. ye laa.. ak anta mcg kt dy, dy leh sng2 ska ski dy p reply kt fara? haish.. ap laa nsib ak fall an org sengal cmtu.. haha..
tp2.. i2 yg ak ska sbenany.. dy special.. hehe.. unik pe.. plek kn taste ak? haha.. ntah laa.. pape laa.. asl ak bhgia.. ak pduli ap org nk ktuk ak.. lntak laa.. xeffect un..
erm.. taw x.. ak sgt2 laa borg mlm nie.. taw x.. ak tlah mngambil stu kputusan yg ak ase.. erm.. haha.. ntah laa.. plek? ye kot.. ak p kol dy... mmg laa ini bkan kli pertma.. sbb nir second tyme.. haha.. yg first tyme 2.. oleh sbb tlalu neves, ak kalut jer.. so, skejap jer laa ak kol dy.. 11 mnit jer.. yg mlm nie.. 45 mnit.. pergh.. lme 2.. huhu.. ap ak ckap an dy? ntah laa.. wlaupun mmg laa xdpat pcah rekod ak ckap an sorg 2.. tp nie ttap lme taw.. stakat nie rekod ak 2 jam lbeh.. haha.. gler lme borak an sum1 2 dlu.. erm.. ap ak try nk smpaykn? haha.. xplu fhm.. sbb ak cter bkan nk wat korg fhm.. ak cter sbb ak tgh hepi.. soo.. lntak laa klau korg xfhm ap ak cbe smpykn.. ngeh2.. sowie laa ek.. it's 4 me 2 know, n 4 u 2 figure it out.. hehe..
know what? ak mkin rndu dy laa lpas kol dy.. huhu.. ingt nk lpas rndu.. tp mkin rndu.. haish.. ase cm mimp jer taw.. nape? sbb tlalu sweet.. haha..
this post supposed 2 b published last nyte but bcoz smthg UNECPECTED happn.. tpakse tgguh.. haish..

nape soooooo sweeeeettt??
haha.. kne pnjg taw.. sbb nk mlmbngkn yg hari nie sgt2 laaaaa sweeeeeettt...
nape? haha.. here the story begin..
jom2.. nk story pjg2 nie.. wlaupun xlaa spjg mne.. keh2..

mentari pg tdklah scerah mne.. tp.. hari in amat pnntg bg aku? nape? wait n c laa.. xgmpak laa klau cter awl2.. ngeh2.. haha.. erm2.. sebaik shja bgun, ak n fara un mnruskn perjuangn mnju ke destinasi.. ktne lg.. toilet laa.. haha.. toilet2 oh toilet.. tmpat wjib bgku stiap ari.. klau shari xpgi msti xsah.. klau spe2 ckap dy xp toilet 2, sah2 dy msti bau mcm longkang.. hahahahah.. kjam jer ayat.. lntak r.. haha.. mood tgh nk bercrita nie.. hehe.. selesai jer wat ape yg ptut.. kre dh ready nk gerak r.. oppss.. terlpe lak.. kna bgnkn tuan putri bgn tdo.. haha.. n kbtulan tyme kitorg kol dy bru bgn tdo.. haha.. tuan putri 2 mmg laa.. haha.. tggu pnye tggu.. laz2.. siap laa dy.. eh, lpe nk ckap.. pkai bju coklat ari nie.. pergh.. rndu kot kt bju 2.. nostalgia 2.. huhu.. sggup bli bju 2 b4 kuar an.. erk.. haha.. tup2 ble jmpe kt kafe dy pkai bju coklat gak.. erk.. love strike again? huhu.. jgn laa.. asl ak ase cm instinct ak berfungsi blek nie.. huhu.. mmg ade ase cm dy pkai bju coklat ari nie.. tp xmo laa hope lbey2.. huhu.. tp ttbe erk.. erm2.. xtaw nk ckap pe.. yg fara nie leh excited ttbbe.. haish.. ttbe ak cuak.. huhu.. nsib ade yani.. borak an yani jer laa.. hehe.. erm2.. perjalanan pun dtruskn.. ttbe ak cm diam jer.. haish.. asl ak jd cm dlu blek? huhu.. kaku jer.. xtaw nk ckap pe kkt dy.. hahaha.. hampeh jer.. erm.. pape laaa.. perjlnan msti dtruskn.. mcm nk pg tmpat jauh jer.. haha.. nk p midvalley jer un.. sesmpainy d mid, kitorg un jln2.. jln pny jln.. jmpe ape ek.. haaa... jmpe mph.. lpak kt sne jap.. mle2 lyan nvel eng.. p cm xlyan jer.. tme 2 cover kot.. mlu siot.. huhu.. bru jer ckp.. 'mne laa si .... nie'.. ttbe.. ping.. dy ade dpan ak.. erk.. ak ade magic ke? siap 'ping' trus muncul nie.. haha.. eh, dy dgr ke ap ak ckap? mlunye.. kantoi jer cri dy.. ceh.. ak un lri laa.. mlu kot jmpe dy.. huhu.. tru pg lri g kt fara.. huhu.. syes mlu.. paper laa.. huhu.. erm.. pastu g lyn nvel mlyu lak.. yeah.. jmpe yg berknan.. hehe.. tp jd target dlu laa.. mlas nk bli.. hehe.. ttbe fara tnye mne dak 2 hlg.. erk.. erm.. jap.. gne instinct.. tmpat kmik kot? pastu fara p laa mcg dy.. yup.. mmg btol dy kt tmpat kmik.. erk.. erm.. ak men2 jer kot td.. huhu.. cyes xcnfdnt.. erm2.. paper laa.. ble fara tny kt mne tmpat kmik.. dgn slumber ak tnjuk jln wlaupun xprnh kot msuk tmpat kmik ikut jln yg 2.. erk.. erm.. mmg laa btol jln yg ak tnjuk 2.. smpy ak jd tkut.. huhu.. eh, asl nie? asl ak leh jer jmper dy nie sng2 jer? huhu..
erm.. pape laa.. fara p borak2 an dy.. ak sgan kot.. huhu.. wlaupun port diorg 2 mmg port favret ak.. huhu.. xpe laa.. lyan tmpat len jer laa.. so ak dgn bhgiany un lyan laa kmik.. hehe.. sgguh khayal smpy kn ein dh dtg un ak leh xsdar ktgn dy.. huhu.. sowie ein.. sgt2 khusyuk yer.. hehe.. yea! jmpe ein.. hehe.. lme kot xjmpe ein.. kitorg un kuar dr mph.. pastu.. erm.. dy ckap yani nk dtg.. ok.. the more the merrier.. hehe.. klau dlu jeles kot klau dy an yani, tp skung ok jer.. sbb ak taw diorg kwan.. hehe.. ceh.. hampeh jer ak nie kn.. hahaha.. erm.. tyme tgh cri2 yani 2.. ttbe ak terkjut ade org tarik tgn ak.. cyes ak terkjut.. ingtkn ade org nk culik ak.. huhu.. eh, ade ke org nk culik ak? haha.. prasan jer lbey.. tp cyes ak mmg trkjut.. huhu.. yg pling ak ase mlu.. spontan ak tersbut nme dy.. pergh.. mlu kot.. huhu.. kantoi sgt ak tgh pk psl dy.. huhu.. erm2.. tp nsib bek kluar naturally.. xlaa nmpk sgt yg ak nie tgh dokj brangan psl dy.. keh2.. well.. i'm still an actress rite.. haha..
erm.. lpas 2 kitorg lpak kt mcd smbil tggu akif dtg.. ntah.. xta wnape.. ak jd xllpar lak ble dy ade.. erk.. asl nie? xkn dh knyang kot? huhu.. hampeh jer.. tp cyes ak mmg xase pape kot.. xlpar un.. ein an fara g mkan.. ak mnum jer.. yani xnk mkan.. dy lak nk tggu twin dy 2 laa.. haha.. mne leh mkan klau xde twin.. haha.. shati sjiwa ktekn.. hahha.. erm.. lme gak laa tggu si akif nie dtg.. sian lak tgk dy.. haha.. xpe laa.. sian kot kt akif.. msti dy pnat.. huhu.. erm.. lpas dh sme org hbis mkan, bru dy dtg.. haha.. xpe laa.. sian kt dy.. lpas 2, diorg un p order.. ak ase plg lwk tme ttbe dy dtg bwak sos 2.. ble tgk jer ak dh taw kot yg 2 sos tomato.. haha.. ak pn plek laa.. eh, org png xmkan pdas ke? plek gak.. erm.. curious nie.. tp ein dh tlg tnye dlu.. thanx ein.. hahaha... lwaknye.. rpe2nye die xtaw 2 sos tomato.. ade ke.. haha.. cm lwak jer..
erm.. lpas 2 yani blanje mkn aiskrim.. erm.. ntah ble ak rpat an yani, ak un xtaw.. haha.. tp ok jer.. thanx yani.. lpas mkan, kitorg tgk mv lak.. citer pe? life as we know it.. cyes bez.. haha.. comedy romance kot.. haha.. sgguh cute n lwak.. ak mmg glak sakan laa dlm panggung.. release tensen babe.. huhu.. smpy fara siap tgo ak glak kuat sgt.. haha.. lpas hbis cter 2, kitorg un kuar g surau.. solat zohor n asar skali.. lpas 2 lpak kt arcade.. pergh.. lme kot xmsuk arcade.. huhu.. men basket an fara.. lme xmen ase plek lak ble men.. erm.. haha.. fara laa plg bez.. dpat men an ak, ein an akif.. erm.. bez2.. nape bez? figure it out urself.. haha... got some pic there.. pic of who? biar laa rhsia.. sweet kot.. haha.. ak xtaw nape ak ske tgk dy men.. haha.. asl? ntah.. don't ask me why.. ak xtaw nape.. i juz love seeing it.. haha..
lpas 2.. dy lak blek.. huhu.. cam sdeh lak.. ceh.. sengal.. haha.. yani un blek.. huhu.. erm.. dy blek mlm nie kot.. kre nie hangout laz an dy laa.. huhu.. chewah.. hampeh jer.. haha..
lpas diorg blek, kitorg un p guardian tman ein p bli brg.. erm.. haha. lpas 2 singgah mkan kt pizza hut.. lme kot xmkan pizza.. haha.. lpas 2.. ttbe akif lak tpkse blah.. huhu... kitorg un blah skali laa.. haha.. g carrefour jap.. bli mkanan.. pastu.. here we gooo...
haha.. kitorg nek 1 taxi.. tman ein skali.. so, singgah uia laa.. waa~ first tme mai uia.. lwa kot.. hehe.. bez2.. t nk mai sni g.. bla laa agknye 2 ek? huhu..
pastu kitorg un blek.. smpy blik, solat dlu.. lpas 2 bermlasan skejap.. pastu bru g wat ape yg ptut.. haha.. skung? erm.. skung tgh on9 smbil dgr fara melalak gne my hp.. haha.. cm lwak jer..
ouch.. lpe nk story something.. huhu.. dpat taw smthg yg sgt2 mengejutkn ak mlm nie.. cyes bnde cyes nie.. tkjut taw.. huhu.. sgt2 terkjut.. klau ak ade skit jntung aseny ak dh xde dh kot skung nie.. huhu.. cyes sgt tkjut.. cmne nie? sgan laa.. huhu.. asl laa ek.. huhu.. erm.. ntah laa... ak BLUR kot.. huhu.. erm..
well.. pjg x ak membebel ari nie? haha.. bez2.. ak ske membebel.. haha..
it's up 2 u..!!

p/s : eh lpe lak nk ckap nape ari nie soooooo sweeeet.. haha.. figure it out urself ek.. haha.. lu pk laa sndiri..

erm.. smalam paper english.. ngantok kot jwab.. haha..

spe sruh tdo pkul 2.30 pg mlm 2.. haha.. pdn mke.. klau blaja xpe gak.. nie smbang2 jer.. haha..

exam len un ak tdo awl.. ttbe exam 2 ak tdo lmbt.. hampeh jer an.. haha..

pg 2 exam listening an reading.. so ok sket laa.. tacing kot bce cter dy.. ceh.. smpat g ak nk sob3 tme exam.. org sbelah ak un pndg plek.. haha.. tp ak mmg cyes xpuas ati laa an mamat nie.. tme exam asyik nk pndg ak jer... psycho tol laa.. wat ak xde idea jer.. ceh.. haha... nsib baek smber inspirasi ade kt dpan mta.. wlaupun kdg2 gram gak kt dy.. ye laa.. asyik tdo jer.. haha.. spe x ase jelez.. tp tme exam 2 ak tdo jer.. haha.. borg kot.. p xpe laa.. dy un tdo gak.. xkesa laa.. haha..
pg 2 ok laa.. sbb tme jln 2 kwan2 ak pakat tutup mta ak xbg ak tgk dy.. haha.. tkut exam ssah.. ad ke.. diorg un leh cye bnda mngarut yg ak mepek? haha.. lwak seh.. tp alhamdullilah.. exam mmg sng.. haha..
ptg 2.. erk.. tnmpak lak dy.. 2 psal laa otak ak cm jammed jer nk wat essay.. huhu.. gler kot.. p xpe laa.. bnda dh lpas.. lntak laa.. haha.. xnk pk daa.. erm.. ase cuak lak nk jmpe mlm nie.. huhu.. nape? erm.. ntah laa.. ak un xtaw.. haha.. akif cm mnakutkn jer lately.. ak an twin dy lak.. erk.. erm.. no kmen.. erm.. an fara jer ak ok kot.. haha.. mggu nie un hp ak cm sunyi jer.. n im havg textphrenia.. btol ke ak eja nie ek? lntak laa.. haha.. asyik ase cm ade mcg msuk jer.. stop dreaming laa nisa.. no 1 wanna text u laa.. haha..
pape un.. final is over!!!! haha.. here comes holiday.. !! so.. 04/11/2010.. a day 2 remember.. haha.. ak gnap 18 tahun 10 blan.. haha..
fara dh dtg.. yea! ske2.. hehe.. ptg 2 tman dy mkan dlu.. oleh sbb tlalu pnat.. leh lak ttdo ptg 2.. huhu.. sowie fara.. mlm un tbe.. erk.. erm..
dup dap dup dap.. eh.. asl cuak sgt nie.. siap shaking g.. huhu.. tkut kot nk jmpe diorg.. huhu... fuh2.. ok2.. u cn do it.. huhu..
naaa.. jnji 10 mnit, 20 mnit kmudian bru smmpy.. haish.. klah pmpuan.. haha.. diorg un dtg.. eh, akif.. new haircut? haha.. cm len jer.. mlm 2 mkan kt kk11... blanje 2 org twin 2.. erm.. knakn ak ek.. xpe2.. haha.. erm2.. pas 2 lpak kt tasik.. erm.. lme kot xlpak tasik.. mish u tasik.. eh, lpe ckap.. rmay gle kot rmbongan p kk11.. ntah spe laa yg dy nie bwak.. haish.. ak un xknal.. haha.. yani un ade skali.. back 2 the story.. bez kot lpak tsik.. haha.. anythg happen at tasik? remain as secret. haha.. xleh cter lbey2.. erm.. tp ak ase mkin tng.. bleh jer smbg an dy cm dlu2.. xase skit pape g daa.. ak dh ok ke? alhamdullilah.. haha..
erm.. thanx laa fara.. hehe.. 4 what? ade laa.. haha..
thanx akif.. sudi dtg wlaupn bz.. haha.. biase laa vip..
you.. yes you.. thanx xlyn ak cm dlu g..
n 2 spe2 yg tlbat mnceriakn ari ak smalm.. thanx ya..
:: mlm td tdo kol 4.30 pg.. why? kitorg melalak2.. haha.. lwak eh..
nsib bek xde org len g dh.. so leh nk nyanyi kuat2.. kah..
2 akif.. u still owe me.. haha.. nk dgr gak!

pergh..
perang dunia kedua dh hmpir tmat.. sok tggal stu g.. 2 un english jer.. hehe.. soo less tense n leh laa lek2 sket mlm nie.. hehe.. tp ak plek laa.. asl ek.. klau waktu exam an.. klau stdy ptg, msti ngantok.. tp.. asl ptg nie ak xantok un? sgar g 2.. huhu.. sgguh2 xpuas ati nie.. huhu.. hampeh jer..
erm.. ckap psal laz weekend.. ape ak wat? erm.. kkja ak.. on9, mcg, tdo.. haha.. lgsg xstdy.. pergh.. confident habis jer gaya ak laz week.. skali 2.. NAH!! amik ko.. pdan mke ak.. huhu..
exam giler ssah.. huhu... org yg kt hosptal gla un xsegila 2.. huhu..
jom2.. let's talk bout my final 4 this second half.. aka PERANG DUNIA KEDUA.. huhu.. =_=..

Here is another terminology of nisa's life during final ~ part 2..

• 011110 = paper chem.. haish.. ssah gler.. nyesal xstdy.. huhu.. ase nk ngis dh nie.. erm2.. 2 laa.. men2 lg.. kn dh pdan mke.. huhu.. mmg byk soaln tuto yg kluar.. huhu.. erm.. jmpe dy pas exam 2.. haish.. asl laa klau jmpe mamat sengal 2 msti exam ssah?? sgguh2 ak xfhm.. huhu.. dgn ini ak tlah mmbuat stu hypotesis yer.. everytime i saw him b4 @ after the exam.. the exam will surely b difficult.. huhu.. ptg 2 smgt nk p lib.. mle2 2 mmg laa.. haha.. ble dh smpy pkul 3.30 2.. start laa men game.. release tnsen babe.. huhu.. ttbe.. 'Nisa! tgk mja sblh.." pergh.. skit pnye kuat suara minah nie.. huhu... kcau daun ak lyan game jer.. pas2.. trus game over.. hampeh jer.. huhu.. pas2.. p laa tgk sblh.. erk.. ase cm ade btu p hempap jer.. mamaqt sengal 2 ade gak mja sblh 2.. alamak.. dlm byk2 tgkat n mja kt lib nie, yg korg p duk sbelah 2 apesal? huhu.. skit pnye rensen ak tgk korg.. huhu.. xconcentrate dh.. huhu.. nsib bek korg blah awl.. mlm 2 un xstdy lme2 kt lib.. huhu.. ari nk hjan.. so trpakse blek awl2.. erm.. redy ke nie utk bio sok? huhu.. cuak nie.. mlm 2 tdo kol 1..
• 021110 ~ bday gen = paper biology 1.. huhu.. double ssah nie.. hhuhu.. sgt2..frust.. huhu.. dh laa pg 2 jmpe mamat sengal 2.. pas abis exam un jmpe dy gak.. apekah ini ptnda? huhu.. erm.. dh laa cyes ak xtaw ape ak mrapu dlm exam 2.. huhu.. smpat g ttdo 2.. wahaha.. dh laa mrapu ntah pape ntah.. juz imagine.. cmne laa dlm essay ak 2 tgh ak dok syok2 explen psl chemiosmosis.. leh lak ak ttlis movie, mid sme 2.. laaa.. sah2 otak tgh pk cti jer.. kah2.. nsib bek kesilapan i2 cpat dsdari.. klau x.. mmg naya laa.. huhu.. erm.. ari ni xp lib.. sbb? sok phy.. kah2.. pnat laa otak stdy kt lib.. huhu... pape laa.. mlm nie tdo kol 12.45..
• 021110 = exam physics 2.. pergh.. klau smalam doble ssah.. ari nie triple ssah.. n 3x gak jmpe dy.. huhu.. awl pg 2.. lpas exam n lpas 2 jmpe g.. haish.. huhu.. sdeh nie.. huhu.. cyes paper 2 ssah.. esp yg wave 2.. memandai jer ak p wat soalan sndiri.. haha.. amik ko.. erm.. lpas exam 2 trus xde slera nk mkan.. haha... sooo... hypotesis is accepted.. conclusion is.. jgn jmpe dy tme exam.. sgt2 bhya.. huhu.. slen dr bleh mnghanyutkn ak.. bleh gak membuatkn ak haru biru.. huhu..

erm.. ntah llaa.. part 2 nie lbeh ssah dr yg djngkakn.. huhu... erm2.. esok paper english.. n ak xstdy g un nie.. huhu.. ko ingt ko terer sgt ke nisa? huhu.. p stdy cpat.. huhu.. bce ttg 1malaysia 2.. huhu.. kg tergamam pdn mke ak llg.. huhu.. sok exam abis kol 4.30.. mlasnyer.. huhu.. erm.. agk2 cmne ek sok? nk jmpe diorg.. huhu.. nervous nie.. nape? ntah.. haha.. sje jer.. nk jmpe fara, akif nn his twin.. erm.. pape laa.. juz wait n c laa pe jd sok.. haha..

DON'T ASK ME WHY! sound familiar?? haha...

out of sight.. out of mind.. ye ke? erm.. 2 b considered..

p/s : ceh.. kjam jer ak tduh dy cmtu.. haish.. khurafat 2.. huhu.. ntah laa.. ble otak dh xbtol.. haha.. ak taw.. ble ak jmpe dy ak ase tng sbenany.. tp ak nk nafikn bnde 2 dlm dri ak.. sbb 2 ak ckap cmtu.. yup.. ble ak jmpe dy, ak akn tersnyum jer spnjg exam.. haha.. erm.. klau jmpe dy mksudnyer exam akn jd ssah.. ak rela jmpe dy hari2.. haha.. sengal.. !