jusr the way u r...

haha.. mka ak cam org bermsalah ke?
asl sme org dok tny soaln yg sme nie?
haha.. obvious sgt ke?
haish.. besenye dpat jer ak cover.. haha..
dh x expert nk blakon laa ak gamaknyer yer.. hua2..
lantak laa.. ak pduli hape.. hwa2..
ak xtaw nape.. bru jer jmpe mamal smalam..
tp dh rndu dy da ari nie.. huhu..
nape nie wei?
ak lonely sgt ke kt sni?
haha.. xtaw laa.. haish..
dh dkat nk final msti tmbul conflict dlman ak nie..
xbrubah2 dr dulu.. hek2..
nsib baek..
dr zman aku knak2 riang sunquick.. (xnk gne ribena.. sunquick lg sdap.., ngeh2)
smpy laa skung., stiap kli nk dkat exam, cnfrm tacing2..
haha.. start laa ak emo..
erm.. xtaw laa.. skung nie ak ase cm trok jer..
jauh dr family.. ngn besties ak.. huhu..
cam sorg2 jer kt sni skung..
mmg laa ad kwan kt sni,,
tpu laa an klau ak ckap xde.. hua2..
ade jer.. firah.. tp lately, dy bz jer an pakwe dy.. ak nk cter kt dy?
erm.. ssah sket.. dy cnfirm mnyampuk stiap kli ak nk bersuara..
laz2 ak diam jer.. cam dlu2.. huhu..
an ivy, erm.. bleh jer.. tp dy ade geng dy sndri.. n dy lbeh slesa an diorg.. klau ak an geng dy, ak lak ase kekok.. ye laa.. diorg sme christian.. ak ase kekok laa.. huhu..
an iena? erm.. ntah.. ak mmg xrpat sgt an dy..
an mera an alifah?
tyme kuliah jer laa.. klau x.. kdg2 ade jer ak duk sorg tme kuliah.. huhu..
kwan2 lki?
erm.. ntah.. klau ade hal pntg jer cntct diorg.. diorg un sme.. klau x, jgn hrap mcg ak nk berblas.. huhu..
dy? erm.. ye kot.. wlaupun dy agk sengal kdg2.. tp thanx 2 him ak xla ase hdup ak kt pasum nie meaningless sgt.. hua2.. sbb nye? sbb ak ase cam ak ade function ble an dy.. ak jd pembri maklumat dy lak.. haha.. ble jati dri, ble dy muet, kt mne sme 2.. hua2.. ase cm stalker dy ade gak ak nie.. haha.. ye laa.. klau nk hrapkn dy taw sndiri, lmbt sket laa..
haha.. thanx utk part 2.. haha..
erm.. am my life dull? meaningless?? haha..
ak taw.. xbek ckap cmtu.. tp kdg2.. 2 laa yg ak ase.. ak ase cm.. erm.. sunyi..
ntah.. an fara un cam dh lme jer xmcg.. ak xtaw nape an aku..
huhu.. dlu.. pna slalu ckap.. mlut ak xleh berhnti klau dh bka.. ex ak un ckap cmtu gak..
tp skung?? ak pendiam! haha.. cyez.. aku cter kt pna un dy leh guling2 gelak an ak??
ceh.. hampeh.. haha.. ntah laa.. sjak ble ak jd pemendam blek nie?
xtaw nk cter kt spe.. slebihmyer.. ak xnk bebankn org len an prob ak yg bertmbun nie..
huhu.. ntah laa.. ak un xfhm dri sndiri..
nisa.. jgn wat bnde plek2 g taw.. dont even think bout it..
huhu... ak hrap ak dpat tngkn mind ak..
jgn laa skit ak yg kwal ak.. huhu..
t ak xleh pk an btol.. 2 yg ak tkut.. huhu..
ntah laa.. ak skung ak plu sum1 yg fhm ak utk dgr ak..
sme org ckap diorg fhm ak..
tp korg xfhm.. huhu.. korg xtaw ape ak ase..
ak ase skit.. korg xalami ap aku ase..
tgk2.. ak dh emo.. haha.. dh ngis2 smbil wat post nie..
(ceh.. plu ke gtaw.. sengal..)
i wish.. how i wish u were here.. huhu..
mummy.. dh lme mummy xkol n ak un xkol mummy..
bkan xnk.. tp.. ade sdkit prob.. huhu..
nie laa yg ak plu sum1 yg fhm ak untk ak luahkn smua nie.. ak..
ntah laa.. tlalu byk yg ak pk.. smpy ak ase..
ntah laa.. klaw dlu, slalu jer jmpe kaunselor utk tngkn fkiran..
skung ak nk jmpe spe?
prs? haha.. xleh..
ak un prs gak.. cte an dri sndri leh?
tp t org ckap ak gle lak.. hua2..
xtaw laa..
haila.. ntah..
cam haru biru jer my life skung..
tungang terbalek.. huhu..
ak jelez ke an org len?
erm.. mb.. they seems 2 b hepi..
but they also face prob.. yeah.. i know that..
but still.. i still envy them.. huhu..
nk mkan un sorg2.. nk watpe un sorg..
g mne2 sorg.. dh cam lone ranger ak nie.. haha..
ak xpenah cmnie.. mmg laa bgus utk ak spaya lbeh berdkari.. tp..
yup.. from positive side nyer.. ak xyah tggu spe2 klaw nk p mne2..
ak dh brani g toilet sorg2 klaw tgh mlm.. (ak pnakut.. huhu..)
brani tdo sorg2 dlam blik.. (xbrani tdo sorg dlu..)
tp.. ak rndu zman dlu2.. zman mda rmaja.. haha..
mne2 pgi msti ade org tman..
ak xpenh sorg.. rndu zman 2..
wlaupn agk nkal sket dlu.. hua2.. pnah jer kne pggil blik pk hem dlu.. haha..
nkal gak ak nie taw.. jgn xtaw.. cme kt sni kurg skit..
wlaupun ak dh pnh jer eskep kuliah bbrapa kli..
haha..
troknyer ak an.. ntah laa..
pnjgnyer ak membebel ek..
haha.. mrapu ntah paper jer..
erm.. skung ak klaw nk lpekn sme nie lyan korea jer..
xun lyn novel..
xun lyan dy.. cnfirm ak glak2 sorg klau ade 3 bnde nie.. hwa2.. ntah laa..
skung nk lyan korea dlu.. + bce nvel on9.. haha..
bye2 miss diary..

p/s : tjuk post nie sbb ak ske lgu just the way u r.. hek2..