~It's Nisa's time~

skung perang dunia pertma ak dh berakhir.. alhamdulliah ye.. huhu..
so far ok laa paper sme tuh.. xde tensen sgt kot.. wlaupn smpy dmam gak laa ak ari tu.. ye laa..
spe xdmam klau dr 1 ptg smpy pkul 10 mlm brade d library yg directly proportional an north pole 2??

haish.. dmi final, redah jer laa.. huhu.. mslahny.. ble blek 2 laa.. dh laa ble suhu kt north pole bertmu an suhu mlysia.. pe jd? uhu..
cnfirm dmam.. dgn itu.. scara automatikny.. ak tlahg dmam.. huhu.. nsib baek antibody ak nie plek skit.. dmam mlm jer.. haha.. plek an? ak un xtaw nape..
erm..
bia ak cter sket psal exam ak ek.. nk bg korg ase sket.. ceh.. haha..

Analogy of nisa's life during final mode..

• ari first ~ calculus.. smalam dgn slumber xblaja calculus.. asyik an bio jer.. hah! amik ko.. bnda yg sbelumnie ak ase snang n leh tdo tme wat.. ak xleh wat n mostly ak blank.. huhu.. hampeh laa.. cyes sdeh.. math kot.. ak kn gle math.. pntang klau xdpat wat nie.. huhu.. mode grief stgh jam.. huhu.. thanx akif.. ptg 2 p lib.. smgt nk stdy bio.. fuh3.. chaiyok2 nisa.. haha.. asl laa jmpe mamat 2 tyme tgh sdeh2 nie? huhu.. xpe2.. thanx2..
• ari second ~ exam bio.. alhamdullilah ok.. hehe.. snyum smpy tlinga 2.. siap nyanyi2 g.. hua2.. lgu pe? ak nyanyi lg tell me gudbye.. siap kna tgo g.. haha.. pdan mke ak.. ptg 2 g lib g.. smgt nk stdy chem.. hehe.. mlm 2 ak dmam.. xdpat tdo.. huhu.. sian kt akif ak sbuk kcau dy tgh2 mlm.. haha.. sowie ek.. fara gak.. huhu..
• ari third ~ exam chem.. erm2.. xtaw nk ckap cmne.. sbb? mlm 2 ak tgh xbtol.. dmam.. huhu.. tp so far ok laa.. bleh jwab 2 mksudnyer ok laa.. huhu.. wlaupun xtaw btol ke x.. ak men hentam sje laa labu dh 2.. haha.. ari nie xg lib.. sbbnye.. ak nk tdo.. haha.. puas gler tdo ptg 2.. mlm 2 bru start blaja algbra.. pergh.. gle sgguh.. uhuh.. xtkut pristwa lme brulg kmbli ke? xmaw jd cm calculus.. nk stdy algbra.. huhu.. hampeh jer.. well, where's ur effort nisa? my effort? stdy smpy pkul 2.. hehe.. bce tuto jer un.. wat bet an sum1 nie utk algbra.. klau soalan 2 kluar esok... ak trpkse blanje dy mkan.. huhu... hope xkuar laa ek..
• ari fourth : erm.. ok laa algbra 2 kot.. bleh jjwab 2 ok laa.. haha.. pergh.. soalan 2 kluar.. dgn rasminy ak terpkse blanje dy.. uhuhu.. xpe laa.. dy nk ape? dy xckap g.. dy ckap dy nk pk dlu.. huhu.. jgn mnta yg plek2 sda.. haha.. p lib gak ari nie.. tp xtaw nape cm xde mud jjer nk stdy.. nape? sbb esok PHY!! huhu.. cuak tp xnk stdy.. ape kh mksudnye? hampeh.. huhu..tyme kt lib, xstdy un.. ape ak wat? mcg2, tdo, dgr lgu, men game.. hampeh jer.. huhu.. tp mlm 2 xstay smpy kol 10.. blek awl sbb ade perjumpaan drama.. huhu.. cuak laa.. dpat x agaknye ak blakon ek? gle kntang ak nk lwan an dak degree 2.. huhu.. dh laa sme major amik kbdyaan n yg swaktu dgnnye.. huhu.. ak nk wtak anisa.. sbbnye? ak nk mrah2.. ahha.. bez pe.. dkat jer an nma ak.. dkat di hati.. haha.. slesai perjumpaan.. huhu.. sdeh.. xdpat wtak.. tp xpe laa.. klah an dak degree jer un an.. xpe llaa.. huhu.. ske cter 2.. sgt2.. nape? sbb first tyme nk blakon teater.. n cter 2 sgt islamic.. so.. sgt tacing.. spe2 tgk cnfirm ngis.. jd.. sla laa p tgk ek.. tyme feseni t.. wlaupun ak dpat wtak.. tp ak ttp jd crew.. ak jd promoting crew.. huhu.. ble diorg tnye ap ak leh wat.. erk.. ntah.. psal hi tech taw? xtaw.. wat banner n poster sme taw? xtaw.. gne photoshop taw.. xtaw.. huhu.. sdehnyer.. xpe laa.. weh.. sgguh gle laa mlm nie.. xstdy phy un.. pasrah jer laa an phy sok ek? sob3.. mlm nie tdo an jae.. wah2.. dlm mse 4 ari leh jd rpat? terbaek laa nisa.. haha.. bak kte org sbah.. plg manang 2.. haha..
• fifth day = ari nie.. ~ erm.. xtaw nk ckap pe psl phy.. hampeh.. haha.. tp ari nie sgt hepi.. nape? ntah.. aku un xtaw.. haha.. sme org ak jmpe sme tgo.. siap lompat2 g 2.. ak pduli ape an org yg pndg ak.. haha.. asl ak epi.. eh.. jmpe yani ari nie.. smpt lambai2 dy.. lme xjmpe.. haha.. jmpe mamat 2 gak.. haish.. nape laa ble paper ssah mmsti jmpe dy? sengal laa.. huuh.. jlan2 smbil lompat kijang.. haha.. pas2.. jmpe g dy kt atm.. erk.. ape kes? xpe2.. xksah.. fuhh.. pnuhnye kafe.. xpe2.. bratur jer.. lpas 2.. eh.. asl nie mamat nie dpan ak? ptong line ek? sengal.. haha.. smpat gak borak2 an dy sket.. ak xnk jd bdak smbong... so kna laa tgo an.. haha.. ak dlam mode yg sgt epi ari nie.. sle tlg jgn spoilkn yer.. haha..

haish.. overall mggu nie sgt tense.. tp ak ttap enjoy.. cmpare an tme mid dlu.. tp ak plek laa.. asl klau ak dkat nk exam jer, msti ade org attack ak.. asl nie? ade tlis kt mke ak ke? sle attack ak b4 ak exam.. ceh.. hampeh jer.. haha.. pape laa.. hrap ak leh survive utk prg dnia kdua nie.. huhu..
pressure vs leisure.. utmakn pe ek? ntah.. haha..
pape laa.. erm.. akif thanx.. fara un thanx gak.. dy un thanx gak..
eh.. ttbe ase nk ckap bnde nie.. haha.. rndu laa syamim an ayan.. huhu..
nape? ntah.. ttbe jer.. esp ble dgr lgu tell me gudbye.. huhu..
well.. another post.. nk cter psal lgu 2 plak.. byk kaitn an dri ini.. huhu..
k.. later..
wish me luck frenz..
n_n.. ase cute jer smiley nie an? haha..

skit? confuse?
yup.. i2 yg ak ase.. pnat laa weh..
klau laa bleh sng2 cmpak ati nie kt tasik dpan 2 an bez,, haha..
erm.. pnat kot nk ngis.. smalam.. bpe jam ntah lyan feeling...
huh.. hampeh..
7 hours of crying? wow.. new record.. haha.. pape laa..
eh.. skit nie spe nk ubat?? hah??
huhu.. nsib baek ade 2 kwan yg mmhmi wktu 2.. thanx frenz..
akif n fara..
weh.. rndu korg.. huhu..
lme kot dh xjmpe.. huhu..
fara - dh smggu..
akif - dkat nk 2 blan..
huhu.. rndu korg.. t jguk2 laa ak kt snie ek?
haha... syg korg..
2 him.. haha.. ape ak nk ckap?
ntah laa.. sdah2 laa lri dr ak.. xde ny ak nk kjar awk.. jgn rsaw..
haha.. cyes otak dh padat nie.. xnk pk psl dy... pliz.. kwan2..
jgn cter psal dy wat mse skung nie.. huhu.. 8least 4 this 2 weeks..
i need 2 focus n he is my distractor..
huhu.. life is miserable.. got lots of thing 2 cover n ak leh lyan prasaan?
ceh.. hampeh.. huhu.. pliz.. i need tme 2 settle down..

haha.. mcam laa ak mngalmi dmam 2.. ade laa skit2.. tp ak sgt slumber ok..
pergh.. korg ptut sdarkn ak.. dgn hnya tggl sminggu lg nk final, ak leh escpe klaz.. xstudy.. men2..
haish.. ko ingt ko terer sgt ke? huhu..
ape laa nk jd an ak yg sorg nie.. eh2.. mmg laa ak sorg kn?? ak ade klon ke?
haha..
pape laa..
erm.. laz weekend.. fara dtg.. hehe.. erm.. thanx 2 her.. i really dont feel lonely 4 that 2 days.. yer laa.. ade die an.. huhu..
erm.. pastu.. tp.. arghh.. ape ak mrepek nie.. keh2..
tp.. bnde len plak yg ade blek.. pergh.. xskenye.. huhu..
ak lbeh rela jd lonely.. ak xnk prasaan 2 dtg blek.. tlg laa.. ak nk final.. huhu..
haish.. paper jer leh jd an ak t.. tamaw2.. huhu..
erm.. pliz.. layukn bunga di hatiku.. dy dh kmbang blek.,. huhu..
ari 2 wat pnat jer ak lyukn blek.. nie.. xsmpy sejam dy leh mekar blek???
hampeh tol laa..
huhu..
erm2..




ntah laa.. paper laa.. mlas nk pk.. bek stdy.. an3??
haha.. wat hampeh jer..
erm.. lpe nk ckap.. special thanx 2 fara..
anda tlah mnemani hari2 indah sy di um yer.. hehe..
ari2 p tasik.. smpy ikan un dh borg kot tgk kte.. keh3..
erm.. xpe laa.. skung nie.. xde daa p tasik g.. ari tu jer..
klau p tasik sorg2, cnfrm sdey.. xnk laa.. haha..
weh.. nk mnta mmaaf kt spe2 yg ade wat slah kt diorg.. huhu..
nk final daa nie..
kt dy esp.. haha..
eyt.. ak bnyk ssahkn hg sjak ak knal hg an? sowie bbyk.. huhu..

tjuk post lgsg xde kne mngne an post.. kah2..


bla3..
ak nk membebel leh? haha..
wah!!!!!!!!!!
sgt2 ase tensen.. huhu.. erm.. skung tgh dgr lgu korea smbil ngis..
hahaha.. nape ak sdeh? ade laa.. hahah...
later cter.. xthan.. huhu.. xnmpak dh pape g nie..

well.. erm.. fuh.. bru abis muet.. enjoy laa gak.. tp smalam ase sgt tense.. xtaw nape.. huhu..

wlaupun enjoy gler an discuussion 2.. haha.. first tyme kot.. sme gp an sme nisa.. thanx 2 nisa nazor, nisa mohd, n nisa azman.. really hve an enjoyable tyme yesterday.. dpat soalan bcor g 2.. haha.. dh practise siap2 g dh bg exam.. bez x? hahax.. lpas jer abis muet, ade kjutan mnanti.. jeng3...

ble dpat jer hp 2.. kitorg ade klaz gnti bio!! what?? ak pnye laa pnat.. kluar2 jer trus dpat mcg ckap ade klaz bio, 1-2.. pnat siot tyme 2.. pergh.. tp ak gagahkn gak dri utk p bt7.. test beb.. mne leh lpas.. huu.. ksong markah ak t.. dh laa xprepare pape.. wat mke kesian kt tuto un cm xde effect jer.. dy bg extra tyme jer.. huhu.. sedehnyer tyme 2.. ase nk ngis un ade. huk2..

luckily.. wan hafizi yg baek ati tlah tlg ak.. haha.. dy dgn baik hatinyer tlah tlg ltak test paper dpan mta ak.. yea!! syg wan!! haha.. wlaupn ak cuak nk tgk paper dy.. tp.. since dy pakse gak ak tru sme smpy abis.. ak un xsggup nk kcikkn ati dy.. ngeh2.. nsib baek smua jwpan dy btol.. terbaek laa wan.. xpe2.. len kli ak gnti k? hehe..

blek blik, rhat jap.. pkul 3 de klaz g.. huhu.. mlaznyer.. pnat gler.. pning g nie.. huhu..

ase cm nk ngis jer.. ari nie mmg sgt memenatkn ak.. huhu.. blaku smthg lak.. haish.. sengal laa mnah nie.. xnk laa cter pe jd.. huhu.. biar laa rhsia..

mlam 2 rilex sket.. mlm 2 mkan sorg2.. huhu.. ase sgt lonely wei..

ak p dgr taklimat g 2.. xpernh2 ak p taklimat.. haha.. ase cm mimpi jer mlm nie.. ase dak skema lak..

abis cramah, ak jlan2 kt tasik.. tngkn fkiran.. ingt nk jlan soorg2.. ttbe kwan kol.. tnye kt ne.. diorg un join skali p tsik.. haish.. bru nk jwang sorg2.. huhu.. erm.. blek kol 12 cmtu.. pastu, blek blik.. on9 jap.. wat bnde wjib wat.. hehe.. pe 2? ade laa.. haha..

bru jer nk tdo.. ttbe dgr org ckap..

"api! api! slamatkn dri anda.. "

pergh.. fire drill laa plak.. dgn mlasnyer ak berkmas ap yg ptut.. smpat g nk bersiap2.. kah2.. cm hape jer.. waa~ mlasnyer.. ngantuk babe.. hhuhu.. pkul 3 pg g tu.. ak nk tdo laa wei.. huhu..

yg pling ak xpuas ati.. asl pmpuan je rkna? llki xkne un??

ini x adil!! sgguh2 ak mnntg bnde nie..

laz2.. ak wat cti sndiri jmaa 2.. pergh.. terbaek pnye.. kah2..
nisa2.. dh nk dkat final un asyik escpe klaz jer..
haish..

haish.. post nie spatutnye dh lme dipublish tp oleh krane kebz an yg xsberapa.. so.. bru nk post.. ngeh2..

haha.. mka ak cam org bermsalah ke?
asl sme org dok tny soaln yg sme nie?
haha.. obvious sgt ke?
haish.. besenye dpat jer ak cover.. haha..
dh x expert nk blakon laa ak gamaknyer yer.. hua2..
lantak laa.. ak pduli hape.. hwa2..
ak xtaw nape.. bru jer jmpe mamal smalam..
tp dh rndu dy da ari nie.. huhu..
nape nie wei?
ak lonely sgt ke kt sni?
haha.. xtaw laa.. haish..
dh dkat nk final msti tmbul conflict dlman ak nie..
xbrubah2 dr dulu.. hek2..
nsib baek..
dr zman aku knak2 riang sunquick.. (xnk gne ribena.. sunquick lg sdap.., ngeh2)
smpy laa skung., stiap kli nk dkat exam, cnfrm tacing2..
haha.. start laa ak emo..
erm.. xtaw laa.. skung nie ak ase cm trok jer..
jauh dr family.. ngn besties ak.. huhu..
cam sorg2 jer kt sni skung..
mmg laa ad kwan kt sni,,
tpu laa an klau ak ckap xde.. hua2..
ade jer.. firah.. tp lately, dy bz jer an pakwe dy.. ak nk cter kt dy?
erm.. ssah sket.. dy cnfirm mnyampuk stiap kli ak nk bersuara..
laz2 ak diam jer.. cam dlu2.. huhu..
an ivy, erm.. bleh jer.. tp dy ade geng dy sndri.. n dy lbeh slesa an diorg.. klau ak an geng dy, ak lak ase kekok.. ye laa.. diorg sme christian.. ak ase kekok laa.. huhu..
an iena? erm.. ntah.. ak mmg xrpat sgt an dy..
an mera an alifah?
tyme kuliah jer laa.. klau x.. kdg2 ade jer ak duk sorg tme kuliah.. huhu..
kwan2 lki?
erm.. ntah.. klau ade hal pntg jer cntct diorg.. diorg un sme.. klau x, jgn hrap mcg ak nk berblas.. huhu..
dy? erm.. ye kot.. wlaupun dy agk sengal kdg2.. tp thanx 2 him ak xla ase hdup ak kt pasum nie meaningless sgt.. hua2.. sbb nye? sbb ak ase cam ak ade function ble an dy.. ak jd pembri maklumat dy lak.. haha.. ble jati dri, ble dy muet, kt mne sme 2.. hua2.. ase cm stalker dy ade gak ak nie.. haha.. ye laa.. klau nk hrapkn dy taw sndiri, lmbt sket laa..
haha.. thanx utk part 2.. haha..
erm.. am my life dull? meaningless?? haha..
ak taw.. xbek ckap cmtu.. tp kdg2.. 2 laa yg ak ase.. ak ase cm.. erm.. sunyi..
ntah.. an fara un cam dh lme jer xmcg.. ak xtaw nape an aku..
huhu.. dlu.. pna slalu ckap.. mlut ak xleh berhnti klau dh bka.. ex ak un ckap cmtu gak..
tp skung?? ak pendiam! haha.. cyez.. aku cter kt pna un dy leh guling2 gelak an ak??
ceh.. hampeh.. haha.. ntah laa.. sjak ble ak jd pemendam blek nie?
xtaw nk cter kt spe.. slebihmyer.. ak xnk bebankn org len an prob ak yg bertmbun nie..
huhu.. ntah laa.. ak un xfhm dri sndiri..
nisa.. jgn wat bnde plek2 g taw.. dont even think bout it..
huhu... ak hrap ak dpat tngkn mind ak..
jgn laa skit ak yg kwal ak.. huhu..
t ak xleh pk an btol.. 2 yg ak tkut.. huhu..
ntah laa.. ak skung ak plu sum1 yg fhm ak utk dgr ak..
sme org ckap diorg fhm ak..
tp korg xfhm.. huhu.. korg xtaw ape ak ase..
ak ase skit.. korg xalami ap aku ase..
tgk2.. ak dh emo.. haha.. dh ngis2 smbil wat post nie..
(ceh.. plu ke gtaw.. sengal..)
i wish.. how i wish u were here.. huhu..
mummy.. dh lme mummy xkol n ak un xkol mummy..
bkan xnk.. tp.. ade sdkit prob.. huhu..
nie laa yg ak plu sum1 yg fhm ak untk ak luahkn smua nie.. ak..
ntah laa.. tlalu byk yg ak pk.. smpy ak ase..
ntah laa.. klaw dlu, slalu jer jmpe kaunselor utk tngkn fkiran..
skung ak nk jmpe spe?
prs? haha.. xleh..
ak un prs gak.. cte an dri sndri leh?
tp t org ckap ak gle lak.. hua2..
xtaw laa..
haila.. ntah..
cam haru biru jer my life skung..
tungang terbalek.. huhu..
ak jelez ke an org len?
erm.. mb.. they seems 2 b hepi..
but they also face prob.. yeah.. i know that..
but still.. i still envy them.. huhu..
nk mkan un sorg2.. nk watpe un sorg..
g mne2 sorg.. dh cam lone ranger ak nie.. haha..
ak xpenah cmnie.. mmg laa bgus utk ak spaya lbeh berdkari.. tp..
yup.. from positive side nyer.. ak xyah tggu spe2 klaw nk p mne2..
ak dh brani g toilet sorg2 klaw tgh mlm.. (ak pnakut.. huhu..)
brani tdo sorg2 dlam blik.. (xbrani tdo sorg dlu..)
tp.. ak rndu zman dlu2.. zman mda rmaja.. haha..
mne2 pgi msti ade org tman..
ak xpenh sorg.. rndu zman 2..
wlaupn agk nkal sket dlu.. hua2.. pnah jer kne pggil blik pk hem dlu.. haha..
nkal gak ak nie taw.. jgn xtaw.. cme kt sni kurg skit..
wlaupun ak dh pnh jer eskep kuliah bbrapa kli..
haha..
troknyer ak an.. ntah laa..
pnjgnyer ak membebel ek..
haha.. mrapu ntah paper jer..
erm.. skung ak klaw nk lpekn sme nie lyan korea jer..
xun lyn novel..
xun lyan dy.. cnfirm ak glak2 sorg klau ade 3 bnde nie.. hwa2.. ntah laa..
skung nk lyan korea dlu.. + bce nvel on9.. haha..
bye2 miss diary..

p/s : tjuk post nie sbb ak ske lgu just the way u r.. hek2..

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laz weekend.. sgt2 bez.. nk taw nape? hehe..
msti laa bez,, ble kwan baek dtg g um.. tdur sme2.. jumaat-ahad g 2..
besh2.. hehe..

01/10/2010
ari jumaat.. fara g mid.. kuliah abeh kol 5.. kol 5.30 lbeh cmtu dh grak nk p mid daa..
jmpe sum1 otw p mid..
hehe.. jmpe fara kt sne.. jln2.. opps.. btw.. ak g an iena.. huhu.. xde org len daaa..
jln2 an fara... singgah mph bli nvel coke n sundae.. hek2..
xnk klah an akif pnyer psal. haha...
dlm kol 7 lebh blek um..
sbb mlm 2 ade jmuan rya..
fara un join skali.. haha.. dpat gak ase laksa penang.. wlaupun tercekik tlang ikan pastu.. huhu..
mkan an kwan2 swak.. + dy.. dy un ade gak.. sian dy.. cm kekok jer.. haha..
klau akif ade msti dy xcmtu..
mlm 2 sembang2 an fara.. xtrase msa cpat blalu..
check2 dh pkul 2 lbeh.. sruh fara tdo..
ak smbung wat keje.. kol 4 lbeh tdo.. fuh.. penat..

2/10/2010.. = bday fina..
wish fina bday.. hehe.. pg 2 ade jati dri pkul 11.00..
huh.. mlasnyer.. huhu.. ntah ape dy p mrepek kt dpan.. ak un xdgr.. haha.. lntak laa..
jati dri abeh dlam kol 1.. p mkan an fara kt kafe..
pastu grak p mid.. jln kaki p stesen u..
naek teksi an fara, dy an yani.. knal yani ari nie..
(smalam ckap xnk kuar.. huhu.. whatever..)
smpai sne, kitorg bpcah..
pas2 tggu dauxy.. my ex fiancee kt fb.. haha..
survey2 wyg tgk ade cter bez x..
bli brg utk sum1..
mkan2 kt mcd.. (thanx bro)
tgk wyg.. tgk cter the hole.. tgh sbuk2 tgk mv..
hp ilng.. ceh.. 2x dh kt mid.. cian fara.,. huhu..
pas2 blek um.. ajk dauxy tdo um skali..
borak2 an fara mlm 2..
ak tdo pkul 4 g.. huhu..

3/10/2010..
mkan2 an fara kkt kafe..
smbil tggu dy an dauxy..
ok.. done..
msa sedih.. huhu.. sdehnyer nk anta diorg pegi.. xpe2.. huhu..
t ak lak p jmpe diorg., hhe..
pas jer fara pgi.. huhu.. ak ase sdeh sgt.. xtaw nape..
ase tensen cm nk tjun balkoni.. haha..
xpe laa.. t cte len.. another post 2 go..