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bye2 2010.. welcome 2011~

waa~ skejapnye 2010 dh hbis..
fuh.. here comes 2011..
waa~ mga thun ini lbeh brmkna wat ak..
yup2.. insyaAllah..
thun bru, azam un bru an.. hehe.. ap azam ak?
yeah! i've got my own mission.. hehe..
insyaAllah smoga berjya..
spjg thun 2010 ap yg blaku ea?
byk ska dka yg ak alami..
smuany akn mnjdi kngn trindh dlm memori ak..
yg lpas, biakn blalu..
kte mla hdup bru..
let bygone, b bygone..
rite?
well.. hari2 trakhir 2010 ap ak wat?
hehe..

30/12/2010..
ari khamis.. ttbe org sbuk2 ckap esok cti.. haish..
alamk.. btol2 laa sok cti.. haish..
tpkse gnti lab.. waa~ xskenye.. huhu..
xp2.. org dh bg cti.. so.. syukur laa an? hehe..
erm.. eh.. lpe nk ckap.. nana da dtg smalam.. so..
ak ad tman laa..
hehe.. alaa.. borg laa mlm 2.. huhu..
jam mnunjukkn pkul 8.30..
ttba..
"nisa.. lpak mid jom.. borg laa.."
ak yg tgh tensen un mnjwab..
"let's go baby! haha.."
so.. dgn lgkh yg ykin.. mnuju ke mid laa kitorg..
smpy je kt sne..
cri tmpt mkn..
lapar kot.. psing2 cri tmpat mkan..
laz2.. mcd jd plihn.. haha..
slesai mkn, kitorg lpak kt mph..
erm.. smpat laa rmbat 2 kmik n 1 nvel...
haha.. lpas bli ap yg ptut..
erm.. shoppping jgk laa mlm 2.. haha..
lpas 2 jmpe dolah n the gang..
ajk mkan kt sushi king..
erm2.. prut masih knyg..
tp2.. klau tensen pny psal.. msok jer an?
haha.. soo.. pg laa kitorg ke sushi king..
erm.. first tme mkan sushi..
first tme gne chopstick.. hehe..
thanx 2 nana yg ajrkn.. hehe..
erm.. sdap2.. bnda free.. mmg laa sdapkn??
haha..
lpas 2.. kitorg lpak kt sushi king smpy kol 10.30..
erm2.. nk blek trus ke?
bncg pnye bncg..
pkat.. tgk midnite.. hehe..
cter pe?
erm.. cte hntu.. korea.. hehe..
death bell, bloody camp..
xlaa scary sgt.. tp sgt kjam..
haish..
erm.. mv kol 11.40.. mseh ad mse.. erm2..
na watpe ea?
lpak kt arcade!
haha.. tbaek r..
men sme..
men lmbe kete, dance, men tmbak2..
tp plg tbaek, men basket.. mmg tbaek.. haha..
sesuai utk lpas tensen..
so kwan2.. sy sarankn klau anda tensen, sile laa men basket yer..
mmg release..
anggap mke org yg anda bengang kt stu..
haha.. tp ak xwat cmtu yer.. haha..
erm.. men pny men..
pkul 11.30 daa..
so.. kitorg un g laa dlm pggung..
erm..
bla3..
mv un hbis.. dlm 1.30 cmtu..
smpy kt kolej dlm kol 2 pg lbeh kot.. huhu..
smpy jer blik, bkan reti nk tdo, smpt g smbg2 smbil bce kmik yg bru bli..
haha.. mmg bez.. erm.. agk2 dlm pkul 4 lbeh gak r tdo..
huhu.. erm2.. ttbe tringt sum1 tme 2.. haha.,.
pape laa..


31/12/2010..
erm.. nothg special tday.. xbez sgt..
erm.. org first wish hepi new yer?
abg nazri.. hehe.. thanx bro..
wlaupn sy adik yg jhat yer.. huhu..
erm.. lpas 2 mummy kol.. huhu..
sdeh2.. first tme smbut new year jauh dr family.. sob3..
erm.. tme mcg dr dy..
erm.. agk.. tkjut.. smpy ngis kot.. sob3..
tharu sgt..
wlaupn juz a single mcg saying happy new year 2011..
dh leh wat ak hepi..
haish.. nisa2..
xpe laa..
pape laa..
pape un.. kte enjoy! xsbar tggu sok..
got huge plan 4 tmorrow..
c u tmorrow bloggie..
well.. ak smbut new year dgn tutorial + nana yer thn nie..
haha.. new experience.. erm..
hey mr A.. gud luck.. >_<

p/s: my final post 4 2010, first post 4 2011..

*lme da x nmpk abg kmpang.. =_='

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~Warkah Buat Fika~

kehadapan sahabatku..

Fika..
ap khabar? lme xdgr cter.. ye laa..
ko dh mkin bz skung nie an..
tgo ak un xnk..
ak kol ko xnk angkt.. ak mcg, lg2 laa ko xnk eply..
xp laa.. spe laa ak an.. xp2.. ak fhm..
i'm juz a normal friend.. nothing special.. =)
ye laa.. ko sntiasa dkelilingi kwan yg perfect..
ble ak ade dkat an ko, smpah ak ase rndah dri..
tp.. cm bese.. ak cbe biasekn dri..

fika..
ko taw x.. ak ase nyesal sgt..
sbb 1 ari 2, kte lgsg x tgo..
slah ak an? huhu.. ak mmg kwan x gne..
tp na wat cmne.. nasi dh jd bubur..
ko un dh jmpe kwan bru..
xp laa.. ak hrap ko bhgia an kwan ko 2..
erm.. org kte, bkwan bia sribu an?
yup.. mmg btol.. tp.. bg ak.. ak xplukn sribu kwan..
ckup laa klau ad sorg kwan jer.. n kwan 2 mcm ko..
ak akn puas ati.. sgt2..
ye laa.. watpe kwn byk2 tp..
haish.. ssah nk ckap..
sbb ak sdg mnglmi stuasi 2 skung..

fika..
ingt lg x..
dlu.. ak slalu cter pape kt ko..
pg2 un ak kcau ko..
ko ad jer.. diam jer.. wk2 2 ak mmg xhargai ko an?
skung ak sdar.. huhu..
bdohny ak..
huhu..
tp2.. xp laa..
ak pasrah..
mb kta xdtakdirkn bkwan..

fika..
ak syg ko.. sbg kwan, ak mmg sgt syg ko..
rndu wk2 dlu2.. tp2..
i2 bkan lg hak ak.. ak da lme xd hak 2.. sjak hri 2..
yup.. sjak ari 2..
sjak ari ak..
argh..

fika..
ak ase plek ko xd..
ye laa.. dlu ko ad jer ble ak plukn ko..
skung.. i've 2 get used 2 it..
yup.. i hate it..
tp ak xd plihan..
by hook or by crook..
ak kna wat jgak..
huhu..
skit?
yup.. mmg skit.. tp ini laa dgaan ak..
ak bru jer hlg kwan ari 2.. lpas 2 ak ilg ko lak..
erm.. tlalu tbe2.. ak ase..
skit.. sgt skit..
smpy ak..
smpy ak hlg arah mlm 2..
nsib baek akif sdarkn ak..
klau x.. ntah ap ak wat mlm 2..
huhu..
ntah laa.. trok kn ak?
huhu..

fika..
mkin byk bnda ak taw psal ko an..
ak mkin ase..
erm.. skit.. taw x..
ak tkut na on9..
tp.. xp laa..
i2 hak ko an?
haha..

well..len kli ak smbung g.. haha.. ak nk g tman nana mkan jap.. byk g ak na berleter..
xp laa.. i2 hak ko.. maafkn ak..

yang bnar,
ex-friend?
(sounds funny)

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suprise?

yup.. ak mmg terkjut.. npe?

ap yg blku?
erm.. byk sgt yg blaku smpy ak tataw nk ckap cmne..
huhu..
tp mostly mmg sgt sdeh.. yup..
sgt sdeh..
huhu..
erm.. kcik ati?
yup.. sgt2 kcik ati.. first tme ak ase sgt2..
ntah laa.. ssah nk gmbarkn prasaan 2.. huhu..
know what?
i hate myself..
n it's growing each day..
huhu..
i really.. ntah laa..
yup.. erm.. mmg akif slalu ckap.. slalu nsihat..
tp.. as usual.. ak kn dgil.. haha.. mne pnh na dgr ckap org..
xp laa.. haha.. well..
i gve up.. my life? mb.. huhu..

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sorry..

waa! mish my blog..
a lot..
huhu..
erm.. ntah laa.. sgt2 rndu blog ok..
huhu..
erm.. disember oh disember..
ble nk abis?
huhu..
2 mny conflicts..
waa~ i hate u..
huhu..
erm.. 2 mny stories..
i cant tell now..
huhu.. i'm gonna break.. apart..
huhu..
erm.
sorry dear bloggie..
i cant update u rite now..
huhu..
kg xpsal2 mrapu g..
erm..
hey u..
i'm sorry..
my fault..
(this is why i hate on9.. i'm gonna b emo.. waa!!!~)
*dh jmpe dh fb obses.. erm.. inferior cmplx?
here i come.. huhu..

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m@in m@sa@k- m@s@k

date: 14 Disember 2010
location : makmal biology 2
exact location : mja dpan skali tpi pntu..
chef2 jmputn : mera, syaza, ziqa, me.
aktiviti : main msak2 versi mden..

yea! lme gler da x msak an?
huhu.. rndu seh.. huhu..
tringt zman kcik2 dlu..
slalu m,en msak2.. haha..
skung zman itu kmbli.. haha..
well.. nk taw kitorg msak ap kt lab bio?
haha..
here is the ingredient..

sayur bayam secukup rasa.. ( buang mid vein dy)
diethyl ether
100% acetone
85% acetone

stiap kli nk msak2, msti kna tmis dlu an?
so.. kte tmbukkn sayur bayam 2 dlu..
kasi hancur selumat-lumatny..
giling2kn dy..
erm.. agk lme nk wat nie sbb kna pstikn btol2 lmat..
klau x, hlg laa aromany..
haha..
lpas 2.. cmpurkn dgn 85% acetone n bla3..
haha..
experiment nie mmg mcm tgh men msak2..
haha..
demo bg instruction un cm kt tv ngah prepare nk msak jer..
haha.. sgt2 enjoy..
wlaupn mja kitorg plg clumsy n slalu slah..
huhu.. klau msak mmg sah2 xjd nie.. ish2..
sorry abg demo.. huhu.. sian kt abg demo 2..
erm.. smeny sgt bez.. shingga laa..
jeng jeng jeng,,,
huhu,,,
"WEH! result da kuar da!"
pergh.. spe dok jrit tme ngah amali nie?
ceh.. sah2 xtaw etika kt dlm lab.. huhu..
erm.. ak ase nk ngis jer tme 2..
sies sgt tkut.. huhu..
wat lab un da xbtol daa..
huuuh..
cdey2..
erm..
thanx 2 him.. wlaupn ngah sdey..
ttap gak lyan ak.. thanx..

p/s: ble nk jmpe abg kompang g ea? huhu,,,

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december oh december..

wawa~
december dtg lg..
8 december?
xkm ku lpa dtik i2.. huahua..
disember2..
xske laa.. huhu.. erm..
ntah laa.. ase cm.. erm.. bercelaru.. sies..
ak mmg bercelru..
sme bnda xbez jd blan nie. huhu.. waa~
sgt tensen oh..
huhu..
erm..
klaz dh start bz blek..
tp xp.. ak nk mnyibukkn dri ak.. nape?
sbb klau ak bz, ak akn krg ingt psl mr a..
haha.. mr a oo mr a..
erm..
1 more tuto 2 go..
go phy go..
chaiyok2 nisa..
erm.. ssah kn klau ad slah fhm antra kwan?
huhu.. sgt2 ssah..
xp laa.. gve me tme 2 think my dear frenz..
ak sgt srabut skung,.
dgn ati yg xtntram..
taw lak brite mngjut cmtu.. fuh2..
nsib x bye2 trus.. erm..
smalam jogathon.. fuh2..
sgt2 pnat.. huhu..
no ak? 0967..
xbez an?
huhu.. ak un xske.. tp nk wat cmne.. sbar jer laa..
well.. kpda 0222.. ptong ak xsdar ea.. kt check point first g 2.. ceh2.. huhu..
sgt2 pnat yea.. xlrat nk kuar..
kpda along n nisya..
sorry.. huhu.. ad prob sket.,. xdpat nk dielakkn.. huhu...
sowie bbnyk..
erm..
lpar laa skung..
tp xd tman mkan..
nk watpe nie ea?
xmo mkan sorg2..
soo.. duk diam2 jer kt blik k..
haha
kpda ayahnda tercinta.. trimas kerana tlah mmbritahu stu brita yg sgt bez kpd sy yer.. haha..
smpy skung mseh glak guling2 klau tringat,,.
cyes lwak.. huahua..
ble december nk abis ek?
nk welcome new me laa..
haha
new me?
how new i'll b?
keh2..
erm.. got to go..
ad bnda nk wat..

p/s : thinking of creating anther new blog 4 my private life.. should or shouldnt i?

* 2 mr a.. thanx 4 erm.. erm.. everything.. haha..

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the truth..

erm.. ble ak pk2 blek.. ak mmg slah.. ak xpernh slahkn spe2..
yup.. mb korg btol.. ap yg korg ckap 2 ad btolny..
tp.. ak terkilan stu jer..
nape ko xnk ckap trus kt ak?
ko taw ak xkn mrah kn?
plg lme ak leh mrah an ko un 15 mnit.. sbb ak syg ko.. tp.. nie lak yg terjd.. erm.. ntah laa..
ak un tataw pe nk ckap..
mmg ak taw nie slah ak.. sjak akhe2 nie ak slalu ckap psl dy an?
smpe ko fed up.. sorry laa.. ak bkan pe..
ko gak yg ckap dlu..pape kte share sme2..
klau laa ak taw ko xslesa..
cyez ak xkn cter kt ko..
nie laa gneny bloggie ak.. huhu..
ko kwn bek ak..
ak syg sgt kt ko.. mcm2 dh kte lalui bsma..
ko taw x.. bbrpe ari ni ak asyik ingt ko jer..
ak ngis jer.. ak nk mcg ko.. nk kol ko..
tp ak tkut.. ko taw kn klau ak clash ngn spe2 ak akn tkut utk tgo dy..
tp.. thanx 2 HIM.. ak dh ase sdikit tng..
smalam.. ak kt tsik sorg2.. smpy kol 1 pg.. ak tringt tme kte lpak kt stu..
ko ske sgt tsik 2 an.. haha.. ntah laa..
ak tataw..
ak lbey sygkn friendship kte dr ak syg dy..
klau ko nk ak lpekn dy..
insyaAllah ak akn try wat..
sbb ak sgt syg ko..
ko taw x..
sjak dr ari ak taw bnda 2..
ak xpnh tng..
ak asyik nangis jer..
kwan2 ak sme tataw cter..
ak xnk cter kt diorg..
huhu.. diorg sme ingt sbb dy..
haha.. xpsal2 dy lak kna..
ak slalu ckap kt dy..
klau ak xd dlm hdup korg, msti korg akn lbey bhgia an?
kn2?
ak bkan spe2.. ak xd pape..
u make me into somebody..
ntah laa..
huhu..
tp.. wlaupun ak ckap cmtu..
ati ak ttap deny.. ati ak dgil..
dy nk jgak sme an korg..
ati ak dh syg sgt kt korg.. huhu..
maafkn ak..
ats kekhilafan ku..
ak hnya mnusia biasa..
korg.. maafkn ak..
utk sme..
ak mmg bdoh.. wat smtg xpk btoi2 an?
huhu.. serves me rite..
akif slalu tgo ak..
pk b4 wat smtg.. skung nie..
huhu.. menyesal?
xd gne an?
well.. bjya ke ak lri dr diorg?
dmi kbhgian diorg..
btol ke ap ak wat?
ak slalu ckap kt dy, bia laa ak mghlgkn dri pe sme..
tp.. ble ak tensen, ak still cri dy..
sbb korg xd.. huhu.. ak rndu korg..
rndu sgt..
tp.. xp laa.. klau ini slah ak..
ini hkuman ak..
ak pasrah.. mb bnda nie akn ajr ak utk lbeh mghrgai seorg shabat..

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inikah nilai sebuah persahabatan?

terkjut?

yup.. ak mmg sgt tkjut..
ak ingt dy kwan.. yup.. cyez.. ak mmg ingt dy kwan ak..
tp.. ntah laa.. langit xslaluny cerah kn?
kdg2 mendung gak..
well.. slame nie.. ak adlh seorg pendengar..
yup.. ak dgr jer.. n pendam sme yg ak ase..
ak ngis sorg2.. ak than sorg2.. sme sorg2..
ak xnk org ksian kt ak...
ak bnci org ksian kt ak.. ak ase cm..
ntah laa.. well..
skung.. ak dh bese spill an org.. xleh pndam sorg2.. huhu..
everytme ak hepi, sdey..
idk it annoys u..
u never tell me..
kte pnah ad clash..
lpas 2 jnji xnk ad clash g..
tp skung..
nape wat cmni?
nape xtrus trg??
ko taw ak xpnh mrah kt ko an?
slame nie ak dgr jer..
yup.. ak dgr jer..
tp.. ble ak cmnie.. xd org nk dgr..
sme bangkang ak..
slah ke ak hepi?
i'm hepi in my own way..
jgn pertikaikn..
stiap org ad bnda yg bbza leh wat dy hepi..
ble ko hepi, sdey.. ak dgr jer..
nape ak xleh?
ak taw ko pk utk kebaikn ak..
tp.. ko btol2 sure ke 2 bek utk ak?
how sure r u?
even ak un tataw...
well..
ak tataw nk ckap pe psal mggu nie..
asyik xok jer an 2 org nie..
ntah laa.. ak xleh r klau xok ngn kwan2 ak..
huhu.. sgt2 pning ok..
haish.. life seems sooo hard..
well.. that spice it.. ak..
ntah laa.. kcewa? terluka? terkjut?
mb.. jka psal dy yg korg perikaikn...
i wanna ask why?
sme ckap it's wrong..
cmne klau ak terfall kt sum1 yg korg xknal?
yg lbey trok..
yg niatny cme nk maen2kn ak?
ap myg ak akn ase?
lg skitkn?
dy?
dy dh trus trg awl2 an ak..
ak jer.. mmg ak.. ini sme slah ak..
YES.. keep blaming me.. put all the blame on me..
it's wrong bcoz it's him?
dgn dy, ak xpnh pk nk kapel..
dgn dy, i love the way i am now..
dgn dy, ak sdar pntingnye sbuah pershabatan..
sbb ak sygkn pershabatn kitorg lbeh dr ak sygkn dy..
so jgn bngg..
every1 has been asking..
mempersoalkn..
even if i do hve an answer..
it's 4 me 2 know..
every1 has been gving me same advice..
but pliz.. look at urself first?
i dont intend in attacking any1..
it's general..
spe2 yg trase.. maaf laa..
rmai sgt daa wat ak cmnie..
korg slalu ckap kt org len..
fkir btol2 b4 wat sumthg..
but..
have u urself done it yet?
have u?
i doubt that..
yup.. terluka.. mmg terluka..
inikah nilai sebuah persahabatan?
i used 2 love u.. a lot..
i wanna b like u..
i know i cant..
u r 2 perfect..
perfect 4 me..
everythg.. let it go..
u once says this..
let it b there r no secret btwn us..
but u do hve..
i know.. n i jz know it..
sepnat mne un, ssdeh mne un, sebz mne un..
ak try luang mse an ko..
tp xpe.. ak dh bse..
i am a nobody..
n nobody needs me..
ak fhm..
it's me after all..
stop dreaming nisa..
u'll always end up like this..

p/s : b honest.. even it is hard.. it'll hurt.. but it'll eventually get better.. friends take shorter tme 2 forgive n forget compare 2 couple.. that's why friends r special..
btw.. thanx 2 that sum1.. yup.. u did ur promise.. although i cant.. sorry.. my bad..

*break my heart.. pliz..

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with my besties~

my besties.. yup..

ak syg dy.. sgt syg.. byk kot kitorg share sme2 dlu..
dy dh nk fly daa.. blan 2 nie.. ad 3 blan g nk spend an dy..
sgt sdeh.. huhu..
smalam dy tdo um.. yea! sgt hepi.. lbey hepi dr b4 nie..
nape? sbb lme dh xjmpe dy.. lme sgt.. mish u soo much babe.. haha..
cter pjg2 an dy.. miss those time.. a lot.. i mean.. we never had really chance nowadays 2 talk..
dy bz, ak un sme.. well.. life goes on.. time sure pass by..
tp ari nie.. ak mmg sgt hepi..
lme dh xupdate blog ea? haha..
well.. erm..
ari nie kuar an mamal..
sgt hepi.. escape jati dri g 2.. (well.. i sumhow feel lucky i escape it..)
haha..
erm.. mle2 ingt nk tgk rapunzel.. tp tket xde.. waa~
sgt2 frust lorh.. huhu.. cyez sdey..
tp xpe laa.. tgk unstoppable jer laa..
waa~ cter nie btol2 bez..
ak siap jerit2 g an amal.. haha.. nsib laa..
gelak2.. mmg bising laa paggung 2 ngn kitorg.. keh2..
dh laa duk dpan skali..
skit kot kpale mndongak tgk ats..
pergh.. huhu.. tp ttap tbaek.. huahua..
waa~ terbaek laa tgk mv an amal..
ak an dy sme kpala.. so.. mmg lyn.. haha..
xpernh ase sehepi nie tgk wyg.. yup..
mmg sgt hepi.. mamal.. gonna miss u sooo much.. huhu..
thanx 4 the mv..
erm.. tman diorg mkan kt kenny's..
jlan2.. bce kmik kt mph..
well.. it may sounds simple.. but..
it's nostalgic.. hehe.. (sounds lame..)
lme laa gak kt mid ari nie.. erm..
xwat pape un.. juz spend mse ngn amal jer..
wlaupun agk pnat coz smalam tdo lpas sbuh.. tp..
mmg sgt berbaloi..
thanx.. thanx 4 everything mamal..
thanx 4 being my frenz.. (always by my side..)

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