huish.. hari raya is around the corner jer lagi an?
mlm nie pn dh mlm 7 likur daa.. da siap psg pelita sme daa..
heee~ main bunga api + mercun siap.. terbaek r.. hehe...
erm.. ramadhan pn da nk hbis da an?
alhamdullilah tahun nie dah khatam lagi daa.. =)
makin2 dekat nk raya nie, mkin bz plak..
yelaa.. nk wat kek raya, biskut raya.. gantung langsir raya.. sme laa..
mcm2 ad.. utk tahun nie.. tema kitorg mmg coklat..
erm.. i like.. haha..
bju raya ari first mmg plan nk pkai bju kaler coklat.. langsir pn kaler coklat..
rumah cat kaler coklat.. buat kek pn kek coklat.. haha..
mmg terbaek r tahun nie.. thun nie ak yg buat smua kek.. so agk bgga laa.. haha.. (yg nie akn cte lg detail dlm another post.. )
erm.. thun nie ak ad 3 pasang bju raya jer.. hehe..
akif ckap.. 3 jer?
mmg laa jer.. bese lg byk.. haha.. tp since thun nie ak rya 4 ari jer.. so xyah laa byk2..
haha.. thun nie kaler bju ak coklat ngn purple.. ad 2 coklat n 1 purple..
owh.. ye.. ari nie ak sgt2 hepi jgak..
alhmdullilah ak dpat jpa.. ase hepi sgt2.. hehe..
wlaupn agk bengang pd mulanya.. yelaa.. dr ptg smlm jammed.. huhu..
dr pkul 5 ptg smlm smpy pkul 5 ptg ari nie ak chck.. every 1 hour.. how stressful is that?
huhu...
erm.. ok. skung ckap psal raya..
kek raya sme da siap daa.. tggl biskut jer lg nie.. tp tade hal laa.. yg nie ad adik tlg.. so xlme kot..
ttbe ak tringat soalan2 kwan2 ak psal umah ak.. kt mne umah ak n sme 2 laa..
ok. umah ak kt kpg sebandi ulu.. klau korg da msuk, cri rmah sbelah skolah..
rmah ak laa 2.. haha..
nmpak jer dr jauh..
org slalu tnya ak.. cmne rpe umah ak sbenany..
ak pn jwab jer laa.. msti laa cm umah bese.. xkn cm umah antu lak kot.. huuh..
ade bilik, ad brg2 sme.. huhu...
umah ak ade 5 bilik tidur, 3 ruang tamu, 2 bilik air + tandas, 1 stor, 1 garaj, 1 dapur, 1 ruang makan..
plg istimewa.. korg bleh pusing stu rumah.. alaa,, ala2 tawaf laa.. haha..
amacm? wondering x cmne rumah ak?
jom braya g rumah.. eheh...
btw.. less than 1 week utk fly.. cuak seh... huhu...
it's around the corner..
something bout him.. DIA
ok.. kli nie ak nk merepek.. so korg xbpe digalakkan laa nk bce post nie..
post nie ak mmg nk membebel.. so biar laa ak membebel ye..
ak nk cte kt org, haram sorg pn xbpe fhm ap main point ak..
ntah laaa.. mb akn ad yg slah fhm psal post nie..
tp biar laa.. ak dh pnat jga ati org..
haha.. skali skala, biar laa ak jd rebellious..
ok... back to my topic.. spe sbenanya yg ak nk cte nie?
who is he? try guessing..
hoho.. he is my past.. let juz know him as dia..
erm.. bnda nie da lme berlalu.. tp ak ase cm smlm jer bru blaku..
mseh sgar dlm ingtn.. i guess itu laa gya org yg hdup dlm kngn.. sme pn ase cm mseh bru..
cerita bermula kt sni.. al-kisah.. (tp 2 pn xlgkap jgak sbenany..)
npe seseorg ssah nk move on? stuck wif the past? slah sorg cth ny 2 ak laa..
mb slah stu sbb, personalti ak kot.. yelaa.. kwan2 ak ckap, ak nie dependable sgt..
yup.. itu mgkin btol.. (mmg btol pn sbenany..)
bergantung pada orang lain.. once ak dah percya sum1 2.. akn nmpk clear yg ak sgt2 bergantung kt org..
erm.. hdup dlm kngn.. cm plek plak bnyi dy..
tp kdg2 ak ase cmtu.. npe eh? ssah sgt nk lpe kngn2 yg cmtu..?
ish2.. i wish i was like her.. sng jer nk move fwd.. i wanna b like her~
ok.. ak da listkn reason npe ak ase ak xleh nk lpe kngn 2..
erm.. mle2 ingt nk tlis 107 reasons.. cm slide yg ak pnh wat utk dy,, tp cm over laa plak..
soo.. let's stick wif 10..
- brg2 yg dy pnah bg, sme ak mseh smpn..surat, shirt, baju, kad, gambar.. cmne nk move on cmnie? klau rndu sket.. pegi bkak kotak.. adeh.. hampeh jer.. (ad skotak pnuh yg ak smpn khas utk brg2 nie sme.. huhu.. nk buang syg lak.. )
- sme bnda yg dy pnah ajr, knalkn kt ak, seems 2 dtg blek kt ak.. cth cm phy.. ak dr dlu smpy skung mmg ssh nk ngam ngn en. phy nie.. tp dy bjaya wat spm phy ak ok.. mmg terbaek laa.. n skung ak jmpe phy lg.. mmg ak akn sntiasa ingt laa ckgu yg bjaya wat ak fhm phy.. huhu.. plus.. dy yg knalkn ak ngn korea.. n stiap kli ak tgk korea ak cnfirm tringt kt dy.. n mmg smpy ble2 laa ak akn ingt coz ak mmg dh gile sgt2 ngn korea.. huaaa~ n byk laa lg cth len.. mlas nk type pjg2..
- ak ase dy sgt2 laa perfect.. klau ad kekurgn pn ak xnmpak.. waa~ bhya x? huhu.. even dy mrah2 ak pn ak ase cm bhgia.. plek kn ak? ok. skung ak rndy dy mrah ak.. sum1 tlg mrah ak skung!
- ak mseh ingt bau perfume dy.. bau syampu dy.. n stiap kli ak terhidu bnda nie.. atau ternampak yg berkaitan ngn dy.. 4 sure akan tringt dy.. hampeh..
- ak tataw npe klau ak nmpk bju llki yg lawa.. automatik ak akn terimagine dy eh? sbb 2 ak xske g male department..
- xjmpe lg org yg than ngn prangai ak, fhm ak, n lyn prangai ak yg gla2 nie slen dy.. haish.. care 4 me, jga ak time ak skit.. byk laa dy wat utk ak..
- smpy skung xjmpe org yg bjya llus sme test yg ak pnh wat.. plg krg pn llus 2, 3 test jer..
- ak pnh tipu dy.. n smpy skung ase bslh xterus terang kt dy.. ntah ble ad ksemptan nk trus trng kt dy eh.. huhu..
- kitorg break up cre xbtol.. sbelah phak jer pn.. xd explaination..n ak smpy skung mseh tertny2 reason dy..
- sbb ak mseh single n dy xsingle(kot..).. klau sbuk pk psal kwan2 pn, kwan2 bz pk org len.. sob3.
my interview~
insyaAllah hikmah akn terserlah jua akhirnya.. |
16 Ogos 2011..
my second interview in my life.. guess soo.. haha..
kali nie interview utk biasiswa yayasan tunku abdul rahman..
interview start pkul 8.30 pagi..
so lpas sbuh, trus kmas ap yg ptut..
prepare brg2 sme.. lpas anta adik2 g skolah, kitorg pn pergi laa ke pjbat yayasan kt jalan semariang..
kitorg 2 spe? ayah n ak laa.. ye laa.. spe nk jd driver.. hehe..
smpy kt stu, tpat2 pkul 8.30 pg.. pergh.. mmg punctual hbis laa.. haha..
smpy jer kt stu.. staff stu naik trus naik tgkt 3..
mka perjalanan pn diambil.. ceh.. gya cm jauh jer..
msuk dlm lif 2.. erk.. sme lif dgn interviewer laa.. waa~
cuak2.. nervous.. huhu..
smpy kt atas 2.. what a shock! rmai gler org.. ak xexperct laa rmai cmnie..
iye laa.. jpa ari 2 mne ad byk nie.. aiseh..
mkin cuak laa plak..
rpe2ny ari nie mmg ari utk interview dak engineering..
no wonder laa rmai smacam jer..
trus g kaunter utk sign attendance ak.. waa~
ak group 7! sgt2 bez.. heee~ sme dak mekankal kt stu.. besh2.. hehe..
n mla laa aktiviti ak cm bese..
ak spesies ap eh? haha..
jmpe ngn fizi, dolah ngn azman kt stu..ngee~
mkin berisi ye azman.. hehe..
lme xjmpe.. since mac kot.. fuh.. lme gler dh tu..
operasi interview bjlan dgn sgt2 slow..
mb sbb hnya 1 blik yg digunakn n dengan maslah lampu yg kjap black out kjap ok melambatkn lg proses tmudga..
sementara mnunggu turn ak.. smpat laa ak menginterview candidate len.. haha..
ak lak yg jd interviewr of the day..
tnya kot2 ad yg sme uni ngn ak ke t.. ye laa klau dh knal siap2 kn sng kn??
leh pkat sme2.. haa.. xke berfikiran jauh ak nie.. haha..
tp.. unfortunately.. atau bahasa melayunya, malangnya.. tiada seorang pn yg dpt sme uni ngn ak..
waaa~ btapa frust + hancur luluhnye ati ak..
dah xleh gam blek da.. huhu.. gne gam UHU pn gerenti xleh nak gam blek ati ak yg dh berkecai ibarat
buih2 di lautan yg sepi..
eh? ak mepek ap eh?
back 2 story..
since xd sorg pn yg sme.. ak pasrahkn jer laa.. mb diorg xg mhon kot..
yea.. ak kna optimis.. yakinkn diri..
mostly yg ad kt stu dr unimas, utm, utem, um..ums..
erm.. ak hbiskn msa ak mnunggu ngn sembang2 jer laa.. xnk tw ap kuar dr candidate yg dh pass..
tkut cuak weh.. huhu..
dlam pkul 10 moving to 11.. nme ak pn dipanggil..
ak ase nme ak dh ckup pndek khairunisa.. dy dgn ske hatiny p pndekkan lg nme ak jd nisa..
sbar jer laa.. nsib baek ak ingt group member ak.. klau x, mmg ak x tw laa yg dy tgh dok
wktu 2 ak kt waiting room g.. smpat laa bncg2 ngn group member jap..
group ak ad 2 girls n 3 boys.. sorg bidayuh (guess so) n the rest sme malay..
siyes llki group ak sgt pmalu.. ke ak yg terhyper active ari 2?
ak pon xd jwapan..
sebaik shaja turn kitorg smpy.. group no 6 pn kuar..
kuar2 jer trus ckap
"lga2.. nseb baek.."
"woi.. spe caunselor uni kte eh?" "
"uni ko ble bkak?"
erk.. dn mcm2 lg laa dialog yg menervouskn ak..
mak aih.. smpy canselor pn dy nk tny?
sah2 ak tataw spe canselor um mhupn ump.. hwaaa~
tp tawakal je rlaa msuk bilik temuduga..
ak candidate ke 36 n yg ke4 dlm group ak..
msuk cm bese laa.. kna laa snyum kn?
senyum seikhlas n semanis mgkin dh ak bg..
sekilo gula ak taruk.. cukup x? haha..
first part.. introduce yourself..
well.. nie cm bese laa lam eng..
bnda common jer.. nma, umur, course n uni..
dlm group ak ad 2 utem, 2 utm..
n i'm the only ump in my group.. so of course ak dpat extra special terbaek pny
well.. wktu part ak intro 2 pn ak dh kna pji.. keh2... kinda proud actually..
yela.. dy pji ak cnfident ckap.. tp yg sbenarny kt dlm ati ak.. hya Allah yg tahu.. huhu..
lpas sesi taa'ruf yg xseberapa tadi..
diorg pn tny reason mhon uni 2.. n of course ak kna shoot ngn soalan dlu since ak kn vvip ari 2.. haha..
so.. dgn segala kudrat yg ad.. ak pn cbe laa mnjwab sebaik mgkin.. ak mmg explain baek pnye laa..
kaw2 pnye.. ak explen dr a smpy z.. yg ak xmhon lgsung n bla3..
pergh.. kinda like first time ak discuss bnda nie ngn adult..
not really a normal adult actually.. we r talking bout some prof, director, here..
p agk lme jgak spend ngn ak.. ye laa.. dh mcm sesi kaunseling plak ak ase..
ak cte ap ak smpat search psl ump.. (kredit to akif yg pnh sruh ak search psal course n uni nie..)
sgt2 helpful..
org len lak mmg kna soalan agk mencabar mnda jgak laa.. nsib baek ak xkna.. haha..
lpas 2, kitorg discuss psal penyalahgunaan internet.. yg nie part bm..
ak pn ap lg.. mmg goreng habisan laa.. sme dgn facebook, twitter, blog pn kuar.. haha..
lpas 2 discuss plak psal 1malaysia..
tjuk nie boring sket bg ak.. so ak xparticipate sgt.. (ikut ske ak jer..) haha..
keje ak time 2 senyum jer.. ye laa.. kot mne laa tw cair ati interviewer 2 ke.. hehe..
lpas 2 smua pn slesai.. basically bout 20 mins laa dlm 2..
sbelum kuar, smpat g mr interviewer 2 pggil ak.. smbg psal ump??
hwaa~ ini sdah spesel.. xd candidate len pn dpat extra pnye spesel cmnie.. haha..
smpat ckap yg 2 tmpat lahir pm kte.. so no need 2 be worry laa.. haha..
kinda funny actually.. btw.. did i mention they r 4 interviewers?
yup.. they r 4 inteviewers.. n sme pn ok ngn ak..
cme yg plg hjung 2 plg ok laa.. byk bg tips sme.. mb sbb kitorg terserempak kt lif kot?
haha..
kuar jer ak.. trus dolah serbu ngn 1001 soalan..
ak pn jwab laa slagi terdaya..
tp yg pling dy plek.. of coz laa nape ak kuar lmbt..
i jz said that it's my secret btween me n them.. haha..
so overall mmg bez sgt2 n ase cm nk ulg blek plak.. haha..
best gler laa..
erm... hope dpat laa biasiwa nie..
40% based on interview.. 60% based on academic result..
ak dh buat yg terbaik.. twakal jer laa.. n redha ape pn kptusanny..
basically 600+ yg memohon.. n cme 200+ yg terpilih utk tmudga..
dr 200+ 2, cme quater jer yg akn terpilih..
n insyaAllah.. jka mmg rezki ak, xkn kemna an?
serba coklat sbenany ari nie.. since xd gamba.. nie jer laa gnti.. haha.. (wink*) |
~Projek MQA~
erm.. agk2 korg an.. ap bnda 2 eh?
haha.. my MQA project.. finally~ stelah 10 bulan pnye projek..
siap jgak.. lga sgt2..
tggl nk print jer g nie.. overall sme da siap daa.. ;)
well..
ap itu MQA? MQA aldlah nma projek ak yg telah ak jlankn since ak kt pasum lg..
pelbgai halangn dn cbran tlh dhadapi dlm pembikinan report nie..
tp.. Alhamdullilah.. projek ini berjaya dengan jayanya walaupn melampaui dateline sbenar.
hey you, it's finally done.. n i'm proud 2 say i've kept my promise.. haha..
tggl nk bg kt awk jer g.. hee~
a lil bit detail bout the project.. mengandungi lbeh krg 20+ mka surat..
ad bbrpa section yg mgkin menarik mnat.. haha..
penggunaan bhsa yg sempoi..
tidak mengandungi kandungan berat tp content mgkin jd agk offensive.. huhu..
MQA~ |
15/8.. Happy Birthday G-Dragon~ u r now 23 years old!
u r the best! saengil chukahamnida~ |
cemburu!
cemburu.. jealousy.. envious..
sme je laa mksud dy kn? haha..
erm.. ap itu cmburu?..
stu prasaan yg ssh nk dgmbrkn dgn kta2 laa... haha..
klau bg ak.. sjak akhe2 nie.. slalu rasa cmburu..
cmbru kt kwan2 yg dpat course yg diorg nk.. kt uni yg diorg nk..
sgt2 jeles.. tp ak redha jer laa kn.. mgkn dh mmg takdir ak an?
mgkin ad hikmah ak dpat course yg ak xpnh2 terpk akn dpt nie.. huhu..
not even in my dream..
cmburu kt akif yg leh kuar ngn my bestfriend.. huhu.. =(
dh laa nie mb ramadhan last dy kt msia b4 dy fly t..
waa~ huhu.. nk jgak bbka ngn dy.. somehow i really miss last ramadhan..
dpat bbka ngn dy, sahur ngn dy.. tdo ng dy..
damn i miss that moment.. huhu..
fara~ i miss u!
cemburu kt taha yg dpat bju big bang dr mamal.. waa~
wlaupn dy ckap bju 2 xlwa, ttap jgak nk ase jeles.. haha..
pdulikn laa dy nk kte ak plek.. haha..
jeles jgak nie.. ttbe jer mamat 2 dpat sbgai bday present.. hwaaa~
mamal~ nk jgak.. haha..
to mamal :
hey girl, tell me ur wish.. haha.. btw.. da jmpe cncin 2?
don't u remember our promise? haha.. |
cmburu kt adik2 yg kdg2 dpat lyanan lbeh dr parents.. hwaaa~
kdg2 slalu terpk.. agk2 cmne eh ase jd ank tunggal? haha..
ak mmg
cemburu.. stu prasaan yg klau diikutkn leh mmbwa pdah..
handle it wif care.. (bnyi cm fragile jer..)
don't let emotion overcome u.. heee~ |
Pengaruh TV?
contoh orang yang mudah terpengaruh dengan tv? |
i'm gonna be careful wif u guys from now on~ |
1, 2, 3.. sedia untuk serangan balas!! ~ 'Don't try this at home..' Children should really follow this actually~ |
Doctor Love?
spe 2? lyak ke ak jdi dr love? haha.. cm merapu jer.. ak bgi pndgn pn based on otak ak yg
tapi yg ak mseh xfhm smpy skung.. kdg2.. org 2 bru knal ak 2, 3 jam.. dh leh cter prob dy kt ak..
ak pn lyn jer laa.. n sjak akhe2 nie, khidmat ak xterhad kpd golongan remaja laa plak..
mlah ad psangan yg berkahwin pn tnya pndpat ak..
what the? haha.. ak blom kawen lg laa.. mne ak taw pape psal kawen2 nie.. tp since xnk kecewakn org 2,
ak jwab jujur laa.. baek dy g tny nsihat pakar.. ak xbrani bg nsihat lbeh2.. kg bercerai berai rumahtangga org, xmau den nk tggung dosa meruntuhkn masjid org.. huhu.. =(
dlu.. mmg itu stu tugas bg ak.. yela.. ak kn pembimbing rakan sebaya (prs) yg berdedikasi.. hoho..
dlu ak mmg byk klien.. klau dlm sminggu xd klien, xsah.. kdg2 stay up dgr msalah org.. kdg2 ad yg tulis srat..
mcm2 medium diorg dlu.. n basically sme brani cter problem diorg wlaupn first time bru knal ak..
ak nie ad aura buat org bercrite ke? huhu.. ntah laa.. tp mgkin ak pendengar yg baik.. ak pegang prinsip prs btol2.. simpan rhsia.. n ak hnya seorg pendengar.. ble diorg start desak ak utk bg solution bg problem diorg.. ak trus tarik dri n serahkn pda yg pakar.. xbrani weh.. huhu..
tp.. cm besa laa.. msalah bdak2.. ap jer ad kn?
msalah cnta monyet yg xhbis2.. msalah nk blajar.. n sometimes msalah kluarga.. tp klau msalah kluarga ak bese pass kt kaunselor laa.. kronik sket.. huhu..
mslah cnta.. well.. snce time 2 ak antara hot couple kt skolah dlu, byk org mnta ptua laa.. ap laa..
hampeh jer.. hish2. *sigh*..
n itu sbbkn ak agk rpat ngn junior kot.. wlaupn mmostly junior tkut ngn senior.. yelaa..
bese laa.. mentaliti junior.. senior 2 garang laa.. ape laa.. wlaupn hkikatnya form 5 batch kitorg sgt2 baik klau dh knal? spe stuju sle angkt kki.. haha..
wlaupn ak rpat ngn junior, buku report klien ak xpenah berisi.. sbb? ak mlas nk isi.. leceh sgt2.. huhu..
plus, ak ase bertanggungjwab nk smpan rhsia diorg.. so ak jrg isi bku 2.. well.. i really miss that book now.. haha.. tp ak lbeh rndu ngn kaunselor ak laa.. miss sia hock shian.. sgt2 memahami ak n antara ckgu yg sgt rpat ngn ak dlu.. sdeh dy dh pndah.. huhu.. =(
ak ingt.. ksah ak akn stop kt stu jer.. yela.. who's gonna need me anyway rite? ceh.. sedeh2 plak.. haha..
smpy kt pasum.. mseh sme.. cme lbeh krg kot.. ak xsocialise sgt kt pasum..
lbeh kpada ak stick ngn certain org jer.. kt sni ak mseh mndgr mslah kwan2 ak.. hehe.. sori eh spe2 yg trasa.. esp firah slh sorg yg bg nme nie kt ak.. hohoho..
kt pasum agk minimal sket laa aktiviti ak..
hbis laa pasum.. ak start mengajr plak.. kt sni mmg toksah ckap.. byk sgt2 permintaan 2.. student break, berebut llki@ pmpuan, fall 4 the first time.. sme cte kt ak.. ak pn.. erk.. what the
mmg msa kmnucak ak kot time 2..
tp.. pape pn.. ak ttap ad kwan yg stay by my side yg slalu cter kt ak psal msalah dy, ak leh freely cter prob ak lak kt dy.. heyt.. even ak pn ad tmpat spill tw.. haha.. n they r the best!
kesimpulan post ak? toksah biggung sbuk pk psal org len.. n enjoy your life.. if she/he r not the 1 4 u.. many waits.. so why waste.. (someone's advice actually.. kredit to him)
Hari Guru sebagai GURU
well.. cte lme kn? hehe.. tp tergerak lak ati nk cter psal nie ari nie.. (double *wink wink*)
ramadhan time!
ari nie.. ati tergerak kuat sgt nk update post kt blog nie.. npe eh? rndu blog nie kot..
august time~
waaaa~ fuh.. lme gler ak xupdate.. xsinggah blog.. sme laa..
happy bday 2...