luahan hati ~ bring me back 2 earth

erm.. ap ak nk bebelkn kli nie ea?
luahan ase ati? haha.. ye kot..
erm.. ak tataw sme ad skit lme ak dtg blek @ cuaca kt sni yg sgt trok..
huhu.. tp.. ap yg ak taw..
sjak akhe2 nie.. ak krap skit..
kna hjan sket trus skit.. kna tempias pown skit.. huhu..
ak ase miserable sgt.. dh nk final daa..
xkn ak nk ponteng jer kot.. huhu..
ak pon da ad kesedaran pe.. xlaa sgt.. haha... dh laa stok ubat pon da nk hbis.. adoi..
ap laa nk jd t.. huhu..
ase cm nk nyanyi lgu rain rain go away jer.. huhu..
tp.. mcm laa ad effect ak nyanyi pon.. silap2 mkin lbat.. haha...
erm.. pling trok ak skit..
ari isnin.. 2 laa.. spe sruh p men hjan mlm 2.. huhu...
tp ak plek laa.. asl ak bad mud g tasik msti hjan.. xfhm ak.. hjan pon mmhmi ak yg tgh sdeh ke?
mka dy pon trut bsedh ati.. hahaha..
pape pon.. ak bad mud mlm 2 n kna attack jgak..
erm.. mb ak dh tbese dmnjakn dlu kot..
stiap kli skit, ak akn ngadu..
mgkin cra ak plek.. n leh wat org mrah.. tp..
it's juz my way.. sorg jer fhm tme ak wat cmtu.. n..
suddenly i miss that person.. huhu..
erm.. sorry laa korg.. mlm 2 ak anta mcg tgh mlm 2 sbb tme 2 ak ase skit sgt..
ase cm.. tkut xsmpat nk ckap sorry kt korg.. ak try anta kt korg mlm 2..
kpda spe2 yg trime mcg mlm 2.. mksudny ak syg korg sgt..
sorry ssahkn korg mlm 2.. huhu..
ak jz nk tman tme skit.. tp mb i'm overreacting..
ye laa.. spe jer laa ak an.. haha.. sbuk jer nk tman2..
erm..
kwan2 skalian.. ak nk mnta maaf eh.. sbb 19/03 2.. ak bnyk kcikkn ati kwan ak..
huhu.. ak xbmaksud pon taw.. huhu..
sorry sgt2..
sorry kt spe2 yg ajk ak kuar tp ak ckap xnk..
sorry kt spe2 yg ak kuar ak xajk..
sory kt spe2 yg kuar an ak tme 2 n ak ssahkn dy..
sorry kt spe2 yg ase ak nie trok..
sorry kt spe2 yg dh bnyk kli ak ssahkn dy..
huhu.. ye.. ak taw ak nie trok..
sorry 4 being a jerk..
well.. he remind me of him..
haha.. after a happy joyful 1 day, n a gloomy, moody 4 the rest of the week..
yup.. u r.. dont deny it.. haha..
pape laa.. ak xksah.. kte bkan ad pape pon..
pape yg ak wat, ak ikhlas..
erm..

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erm.. nk sgt tgk beastly.. huhu..
tp2.. erm.. xd spe nk tgk ngn ak.. huhu..
sdeh2.. erm.. ari 2 nk tgk beastly kot..
should i jz go n watch alone?
erm.. it'll look pathetic.. haha..
xnk ajk dy g.. sian dy.. ckup laa.. erm..
xp laa.. bia kngn..
erm.. lpas nie mb sbuk nk final.. msti lme x post t daa.. huhu..
sdeh2.. erm.. lpas final trus blek.. huhu..
i juz got 1 free day.. can i spend it wif my friends?
4 the laz time? huhu..
last farewell..
a suprise 4 him after final.. what is it? wait till final is over..
erm.. final oh final..

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dr dlu g.. sntiasa nk wat.. dunia nisa tnpa dy..
tp.. cm xbjya jer slogan 2 ngn ak?
why?
i see him everywhere..
this is facts..
ak tgk bju lbeh krg sme pon ak leh ingt 2 dy..
ak tgk certain hruf pon ak leh ingt dy...
ak asyik tgk hp 24 jam jer.. tggu mcg dr dy..
kdg2 ak sgje tggl hp kt blik sbb skit ati xfokus tme lec.. huhu..
tnpa ak sdar, ak terhafal jdual bju dy.. hey..
llki pkai bju mmg ad jdual eh? haha..
mcm2 laa.. haha.. tnpa ak sdar.. ak kmbli hnyut kn..
n ak sdar blek pd isnin ari 2.. the day i got bad mood..
erm.. ye.. ak taw.. bpe bnyk org dh ckap kt ak.. ak xlyak utk dy..
ak dh borg taw dgr bnda 2.. tp cm mncurah air ke daun kladi jer.. ahha
haish.. npe laa ak nie dgil sgt..
nisa2..
nisa.. sdar laa dr mimpi2..
ko bkan spe2 un.. ko hrus sdar dri yg ko xlyak..
huu.. hurts.. yup.. it hurts.. but it's the truth..
everytime ati ak start nk blossom, ak trus bnuh..
ak tkut..
huhu.. yup.. mmg ak ckap ak nk tggu.. tggu dlm diam..
tggu tnpa dy taw ak tggu dy..
buat mse skung, bia laa kitorg berteman.. after all..
ttm suits us bez..
TEMAN TAPI MESRA..
haha.. yeke kitorg cmtu?
jmpe pon xtgo..
stop it nisa.. u r hurting urself..
bring me back 2 earth.. dont let me b in the dream world..
nisa.. b strong..
pnantian stu pnyiksaan..
tp ak nk trus mnanti..