~It's Nisa's time~

erm.. am i in that mood now??
ntah laa.. haha.. erm.. lately.. slalu ase cm.. ntah laa..
xnk dganggu??
huhu.. xtaw.. tp cyes.. ak ase gram sgt kt sorg mamat nie..
ade ke ptut ttbe dy pggil aku b***h??
ape kes?? ak xwat pape un kt dy..
klau stakat ak xlyan dy 2..
xyah laa smpy wrote kt wall fb ak kot..
wat skit ati ak jer ble bce bnda 2.. ase cm nk sepak jer mamat 2..
ceh.. dengki sgt asl?
skati ak laa nk lyan hg ke x..
skrag pdn mka ko ak dh remove..
haha.. tgk2.. xpsal2 ak dh termrah dh.. ceyt..
mmg skit ati gler laa an dy 2.. bygkn.. smpy hancus speakg ak ari 2..
ak nk ckap psal lksa swak terckp psl laksa png.. pe kes?
mkan un xpnah.. ak nk ckap psl pe?
huhu.. percma jer kna attack an amirul tme 2 sbb ak blur.. huhu..
sbo jer laa..
asl an ak lately ek?
smalam xdpat tdo.. apehal? pasai td 2 laa.. huhu..
pastu ade laa smthg blaku kt fb.. huhu.. n bnde 2 lbeh krg sme yg blaku an ak a few years back.. huhu.. ase sgt sdeh.. xtaw nk ckap pe..
laz2.. ak terskip klaz pg nie.. huhu.. 3 klaz kot.. ase nk ngis jer..
xdpat nk angkat pg td.. huhu.. ase cm brat sgt nk angkt kpala..
tgk2.. kn dh dmam trkjut daa.. huhu..
bpe kli mak dh ingtkn nkt aku jgn tension sgt.. nnti skit..
kn dh kna.. huhu.. bru smalam mak nsihat.. check2 pg 2 trus dpat..
2 laa.. pdan mka ak.. huhu..
ak.. ak.. xxtaw laa.. ak ase sgt cnfuse lately.. huhu.. why?? erm..
ntah laa..

thanx eh akif.. haha.. terkjut kot bca blog awk td.. nmpak laa si kecik 2..
haha.. erm..

what am i gonna say 2day?? ntah.. aku un xtaw.. haha..
sje ase nk bkak blog.. rndu kot.. lme dh x update blog.. haha..
erm.. skrg.. insyaAllah.. aku dh pasti ape aku nk.. aku nk lpaskn dy dr hdup aku..
mmg sgt ssah.. tp aku akn cba.. dh brape kli daa aku ckap kt dri sndiri nk lpekn dy.. tp stiap kli tgk dy, aku akn ase len.. xdpat.. tp skrg.. aku xtaw dr mne aku dpat 1 kekuatn bru.. thanx akif.. hehe.. nsihat awk btol2 terkesan kt sy kli nie.. insyaAllah.. g un.. dy mmg xpernh sdar akn sy.. so what?? haha.. mcm laa aku nie xlku.. haha.. sowie k.. berderet kot.. (mka xmlu jap..^^)
dh wat expmnt utk 2 ari nie.. insyaAllah ressult +ve..
i'm gonna launch my mission now.. haha.. yeah NOW!..
haha.. bnda bek, watpe nk lmbt2kn an??
hehe.. erm.. aku hrap aku kuat n mmpu hdapi sme nie..
insyaAllah dpat.. haha.. mlas daa nk pk.. wat srabut ottak aku jer..
haha.. btter pk tuto yg lbih memeningkn 2.. haha..
erm.. bia laa.. btol kta akif.. nape kte sbuk2 nk cri CINTA dr mnusia sdgkn kte CINTA dr Allah lbeh berharga n berkekalan..
erm..
nape ek?? ble aku blek swak.. aku rndu sgt an mr teddy aku nie.. tp.. ble dh smpai snie.. aku rndu lak an 'syg' n baby aku kkt umah 2.. haha.. xpe laa.. msti korg pning an??
xpe2.. len kli aku post gmbar skali..
xingt mne ltak pendrive gmbar diorg 2.. haha..
4 now..
conclusion of this post..
dy bkan spe2 g bg aku.. dy cme kwan..
so.. watpe nk highlight nme dy??
haha.. first step 2 my mission..
treat him like ur friend.. haha..

9/9/2010.. shari sbelum rya.. = bday akif..
yea.. alhamdullilah.. esok rya..
dh abeh daa ramadhan.. sob3..
erm..
ari nie kitorg g umah nenek..
wow.. what a suprise!!
sme dh de daa.. haha.. mntg2 laa sok rye.. waa~ sgguh lgkap aenyer thun nie..
pak ngah yg bpe thun ek xjmpe?? pak su.. sme laa..
hehe..
sgt2 bez.. kitorg bbka sme2..
tp.. cian an kak ila.. kazen aku.. dy terlpas flight ari tu..
so.. terpaksa blek pg rya.. huhu.. sgt2 sdeh..
jdkn 2 pngjran laa.. xnk ttgal flight.. sgt2 ssah.. huhu..

10/9/2010.. ~ pg rya..
erm.. yea!!lamat ari rya.. maaf zahir n batin wat sesapa yg mengenali dri ini walau dmana pun anda brada.. k?
hehe.. erm.. pg rya 2.. cm bese laa.. g umah nenek dlu.. mkan2.. sesi berslaman.. sesi fotografi..
pastu, g umah nenek sbelah mak lak.. hehe...
wat cm bese gak.. yg plg bez thun nie.. aku dpat bnyk duit rya.. haha.. mkin besa kin besa gak jmlahnyer.. ske3.. haha.. pg tu tema kitorg hijau!! waa~ beznyer. haha..
tyme dlm kete 2.. smpat g ayh aku p mengungkit ksah aku dahulukala..
ish3.. wat aku ilg mud rya jer.. ade ke ptut dy p tny aku psal my ex 2??
nk p umah dy ke x?? hisy.. sbo jer laa.. huhu...
mlm 2 aku men bga api.. sgt2 bez.. hehe.. join knak2 g tu.. aku jer laa bdak yg pling besa men bga api kt stu kot.. haha..
aku duli per.. asal aku puas.. haha~
pastu.. ntah pe kes laa ttba pak ngah aku nk wat soalan jdoh lak.. huhu..
n aku xtaw nape aku yg jd mgse.. waa~ bkannye aku nk kwen dlm msa tdkat un.. huhu..
xpe2.. nk taw result dy?? aku akn kawen an org jauh.. n most probably org smnjung.. xtaw nape.. otak aku pk dy taw?? haha.. sgguh kurang asam.. sbo jer laa..
well.. xde pe yg spesel sgt kot ari nie.. haha..

11/9/2010.. ~ bday fae..
second day rya.. erm.. xjln sgt ari nie.. tggu kt umah jer.. boring gler kot.. huhu..
dy un cm bz jer.. xnk laa kcau.. haha..
erm.. nk p ke x ek? nk p ke x?
erm.. conpius laa.. haha..
conpius nk p umah that sum1 that..
klau xslap aku.. ari nie kot dy wat rmah trbka?? ye ke??
aku un dh ilg ingtn sket psal that sum1.. haha..
sgan kot nk mcg mummy dy..
ade try kol dy.. tp dy off.. on no maxis kot.. haha..
xpe laa.. well.. bia p laa.. mlas nk pk pape..
sma ade dy @ that sum1.. bia laa..
mmg.. aku xakui. mmg aku mseh ade rsa syg kt that sum1 2.. ble ayh sbut nma dy un.. aku jd cm.. erk. pesal ati aku berdegup kuat nie?? haha.. xleh laa klau xingt sum1 2 kot.. klau nk on9 un ingt dy taw.. email aku 2.. nk watpe?? huhu..
nie_za3k7..
gabungan nma kmi.. nie utk niesa.. za untk.. **za****..
3k sbb kitorg sme2 biro 3k dlu.. n sbb nma kitorg ade 3 k..
7 sbb aku ske no 7 n kitorg start kapel blan 7..
haha.. sgguh mengingtkn aku kpd dy stiap kli on9.. huhu.. esp fb.. confirm laa nk p jenguk2 wall dy.. tgk perkmbngan.. same goes 2 dy.. sme laa.. haha.. ntah aku nie.. haha..
sbuk jer.. xsbar tggu sok.. hehe.. sok nk p jln g.. nk duit ryaa.. hahaha..
kdg2 an.. aku jeles taw an kwan2 aku yg len..
diorg leh jer jln2 an kwan2.. aku lak.. msti jln an family.. huhu..
well.. my father is a dictator.. so.. terpaksa ikut.. xleh lwan.. klau x dose.. huhu..
xpe laa.. bez gak.. bleh jer dpat duit rya.. haha.. ske nyer..
td an.. aku tgk kazen aku taw.. huhu.. dy baby g.. ske sgt tgk dy..
ttba aku ase cm nk ade adik g.. haha.. adik bongsu aku un dh 6 thun daa..
hehe.. bleh ke?
mak.. nak adek leh?? hehe..
ayh dh mmg dr dlu g plih nma.. haha.. sbo jer laa..

well.. awk.. sy dh bjya sahut cbran awk.. haha. berjya gak sy pkai bju 2 thun nie.. haha.. well.. sgt2 ske.. tmbhn ple, bju 2 kaler purple pink.. sgguh cute.. haha..

6/9/2010 = ISNIN

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sgguh2 sronok.. esp ble dh smpai klia.. bru trasa kehangatannya..
haha.. awl laa gak smpai klia.. dlam kol 3.30 cmtu kot..
dh laa flight kol 7.. haha.. xpe2.. leh jln2.. haha..
so.. kitorg un jlan2.. ade laa gak brg yg dbli.. hehe.. ske2..
pastu solat asar sme.. msok kt balai berlepas.. B05..
dlm kol 5 lbeh cmtu kot.. hehe.. smpat laa gak on9 kt stu..
haha.. xabis2 ek..
pastu flight lmbat sket.. dlam kol 7.15 bru kitorg msok kpal terbg..
smpai jer dlm 2.. aku dpat seat tpi tgkap.. yea!!
ske2.. haha.. bye2 kl.. aku nk blek my hometown.. hehe..
miaow..
duduk jer kitorg.. pramugara 2 dh bg kitorg kurma..
amik jer laa an.. hehe..
pastu.. ade laa pengumuman ckap dh msok waktu bbka..
aku bbka an kurma 2 jer laa dlu.. hehe..
first tyme kot bbka dlam kpal terbg..
xpe2.. penglmn.. hehe..
lpar laa.. huhu.. xpe2.. sbar jer.. smbil mnunggu mkann dhdangkan.. aku xdar aku leh ttdo.. haha..
wat mlu jer ttba iena kjut aku tnya aku nk mkan ape.. aku dh laa tgh mamai..
2 kli kot pramugara 2 ulang aku nk mkan ape.. mmndgkan aku xdgr n still mamai..
aku ckap jer laa.. sy ikut dy.. smbil tnjuk iena dlam keadaan mta tertutup.. haha..
xsnonoh sgguh anak dra seorg nie..
pastu.. mkanan un dbri.. mmndgkan aku ikut iena.. dy mkan chicken cuisine.. n itu laa gak yg aku mkan.. hehe.. bleh than pe.. licin gak.. haha.. minum lak aku mnum jus jambu btu..
pastu tmbh g.. hehe.. smpat gak aku mngada2 p mnta air kotak susu.. haha.. lyan gak abg 2..
full cream 2 wei.. haha.. my favret..
akhenyer.. smpai gak ke bumi tercnta sarawak.. yea!!
lpas amik beg sma.. jlan laa kitorg kuar.. pusing kanan pusing kiri.. mne diorg ne??
men smbunyi2 lak.. alamak.. haaa...
2 un diorg.. yea!! hehe.. slm sme.. pastu msok dlm kete..
otw blek 2.. smpat laa gak aku cte mcm2 an parents.. haha..
dy un msok tpik gak.. bkan aku cter taw.. mummy tnya.. aku jwab jer laa..
aku jwab pe?? aku jwab laa.. dy kwan aku jer.. xlbeh x krg.. well.. kte kn kwan.. kn awk kn??
haha..
smpai jer umah, aku agih2 laa brg yg aku bli utk diorg.. hehe.. nsib baek diorg berkenan..
alhamdulliah.. xsia2 usaha aku.. hehe..
pg 2 tdo kol bpe ek?? xingt laa.. erm.. sdar2 jer dh sahur.. hehe.. next day continue..

7/9/2010..
ari nie xde pape yg special sgt un.. erm.. xtaw nk cter pe.. hehe..
juz kitorg g bazaar ramadhan ari nie..
first tyme bbka kt umah.. awl g 2.. hehe.. klaw kt um bbka pkul 7.30.. approximate laa..
kt cnie bbka pkul 6.40.. hehe.. awl g laa..
mlm nie men bga api.. sgt bez.. hehe.. dh laa men an bdak2.. ase cm knak2 riang ria ribena jer.. haha.. aku pdli per.. jnji aku epi.. haha..

8/9/2010
shopping day!! yea!! ske3.. haha.. shoppg g.. bli brg rya.. mlm nie tgk anak blan.. ble laa rya ek?? erm.. nervousnye.. hehe.. awk!! sy akn buktikn yg sy akn bjya sahut cbran awk.. haha.. ade ke ptut dy cbar aku?? huhu.. nk tw pe?? mna leh gtaw.. wat mlu aku jer.. ahah.. ble dh bjaya bru leh gtaw.. hehe.. em.. shoppng pe yg ptut ari nie.. tp sgt gumbira ari nie.. ktorg bbka kt luar.. mkan kt singapore chicken rice.. lma kot dh xmkan stu. haha.. sdap gak.. kenyang gak prut aku.. alhamdullilah.. skrg nie an.. aku tgh bgg 1 thing taw.. asl bju rya aku xmuat?? huhu.. nmpak sgt laa brat aku dh naek.. huhu.. sgguh sdeh n pilu ati nie.. dh laa bju yg cntik 2 lak 2.. ade ke ptot.. ish3.. erm.. bju 2 sweet sgt.. kaler purple pink.. sgt sweet.. huhu.. aku akn pstikan aku bjya pkai gak bju 2.. haha.. kitorg blek mlm n luckily rya ari jmaat.. xlaa klam kabut sgt.. hehe..
ok laa.. oppss.. dh kol 12.30 laa.. hehe.. p wish akif bday.. dh tue dh dy ek.. haha..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AKIF.. sweet 18 yea.. hehe..
thanx 4 everythg my fwenz.. love ya..

9/9/2010 ~ happy bezday akif..
aku xtaw nape.. asal aku dh jd addicted an game ek?? ish2.. sgguh2 bhya.. haha..
erm.. xtaw nak cter pe.. skrg jam kol 2.44am.. hehe.. esok laa smbung..
esok nk p jmpa pak su yg dh brapa thun ek xjmpe?? 4 thun kot?? huhu..
yea!! btambah duit rya.. haha.. ade ke org nk bg duit rya kt aku g?? erm.. xpe2.. aku an special kes.. haha..

ape dh blaku nie??
npe an aku??
huhu.. plek laa.. huhu..
erm.. nape aku ase len ek ari nie??
i'm supposed 2 b epi rite??
tp.. aku ase ksong sgt.. huhu..
erm.. ntah laa.. xtaw.. huhu..
aku dh len laa.. am i changing?
is it good @...
erm.. xtaw laa.. aku un tataw nape.. cyez taw..
tp..
aku ase klau aku ckap aku tataw msti cm bhong jer an??
aku xckap un korg taw asenya.. haha..
tp ntah laa.. aku ase empty dlm dri aku..
as if.. part of me is missing..
erm.. dy xde kot.. it's only been 2 days.. yet, i felt as if it has been 2 weeks..
what if it is 2 weeks?? what would i feel? forever?? erk..
erm.. things hve been tough 4 me..
in fact now.. tggl 1 jam lbeh g b4 aku nk grak.. tp..
aku xase papn.. nape ek??
erm.. aku rndu dy.. huhu..
so sad.. =(..
haha..

yeah!! tday is the day!! finally.. =)
skenye.. hehe..i'll b going home 2 kuching!!
erm.. i gonna left mr teddy here.. huhu.. so sad..
never mind.. i still got my 'syg' n my 'baby' back home..
haha.. (nma teddy 2 taw..) haha..
erm.. aku xtaw nape.. cm sdeh jer nk tgglkn sni..
cm pergi xkmbali jer..
walawei.. huhu.. asl masok mode sdeh nie?
haha.. aku xtaw nape.. lately aku rndu this 2 guys..
haha.. i miss him.. i miss dy.. dy un dh menyepi..
tara hal laa (wlaupun sdeh sket)..
ermm... him?? he's that sum1..
ntah laa.. he's back..
dh blek swak un.. jelesnyer.. huhu..
erm.. wondering.. will he answer my kol if i call him??
wanna gve a try.. but then.. what should i say??
idk.. erm.. miss being his frenz..
miss being his patient.. erm..
am i missing him bcoz i really miss him @ is it bcoz i'm lonely??
dy an dh xde.. erm..xtaw laa.. sumtymes..
it's btter if.. erm.. xpe laa.. i know u know what i mean..
figure it urself laa.. haha..
who am i missing riite now? him @ dy? @ both??
haha..

3/9/2010.. ~ bezday amal..
erm.. tgh mlm 2 kol dy.. wish epi bday.. hehe.. wlaupn terlewat bbrapa mnit.. coz xsdar jam dh kol 12.. huhu.. sdeh xdpat jd org first.. rahmat mmg mlampau.. asl ko jd org first?? sengal laa.. haha.. erm.. mlm 2 tdo pkul bpe ek?? xingt laa.. huhu.. erm.. pg 2 ade klaz.. 1 kuliah jer.. physics 1.. alaa.. leceh gler.. dh laa 1 klaz 2 jer.. 10-11.. 2 xpe.. ok g.. mslahnya.. 11-1 2 laa.. huhu.. trima result mid sem wei.. cuak gler kot.. huhu.. n atas kecuakan (btol ke ayt nie?? haha..) aku pg 2.. aku terskip lg klaz physics 2.. haha.. mmg aku laa sgt.. erm.. pastu.. wlaupun klaz diescape, agenda trpaksa ditruskan.. huhu.. bersiap2 sme.. p pasum.. smpai2 sna, mera ckap.. resul kuar 11.30.. alahai.. kna tggu g.. xpe2.. sbar2.. ble jam dh tnjuk pkul 11.30.. puan maslenda ckap.. postpone smpai pkul 12.. alamak.. asal nie wei?? aku dh laa cuak gler nie.. huhu.. bleh jer men2 postpone.. xpe laa.. n... smpai laa waktu yg dtggu2.. dpat result.. dupdapdupdap.. erm.. huhu.. trok nyer result aku.. sob3.. xpe laa.. twakal jer.. what is my input, that will b my output.. huhu.. erm.. redha jer laaa.. aku pat math jer a.. yg len pat b.. phy2 jer spoil.. dpat c.. huh.. hampeh.. overall aku pat b+.. ok laa kot.. think so.. huhu.. lpas dpat result.. lyn sdeh jap.. pas 2 trus insaf.. nk stdy.. uhu.. trus ngadap bku.. hha.. lwak laa.. ttba nana anta mcg.. ajk g the mines.. pe kes?? dh laa jam dh kul 4 lbeh.. ttba ajk bbka sma.. jauh 2.. uhu.. ckap jer kt nana.. sowie babe.. xdpat laa.. huu.. ttba dy ubah plan.. dy nk p um.. kitorg on jer. sntiasa mengalu2kn kdtgn ttamu.. hehe.. bajet r.. ptg 2 g bazaar.. bli mknan.. tggu pnya tggu.. nana xsmpai g.. xpe laa.. hehe.. ttba dlam kol 8 lbeh gtu.. dy anta mcg ckap dy dh de kt foyer d.. erk.. ingt xjd dtg.. hehe.. p jer laa jmput dy.. thniah nana.. anda telah berjaya mnjejakkan kaki ke um.. hahax.. erm.. ksah nana nie lwak sket.. ade ke ptut dy ingt flight dy ari nie?? walhal sbenany esok?? wat pnat jer dy p lcct 2.. huhu.. 2 laa psal.. spa sruh xcheck siap2.. kn ke.. huhu.. smpai2 blik.. trus borak2.. plan diatur.. sahur kt kfc pkul 3 pg.. first tyme kot.. hehe.. sronok nyer.. xtdo mlm 2..
pkul 3 pg.. kfc mnjd destinasi.. jauh gler kot nk mnapak.. huhu.. xpe2.. perjlnan dtruskn.. smpai destinasi.. trus order.. thanx dolah.. hehe.. =).. erm.. pas lpak sme.. kitorg un blek..
smpai2 blik.. nana tru tdo.. cian dy.. huhu.. aku lak.. lyan novel laa.. xtdo smpai pg.. haha.. kol 10 pg.. bru tdo.. haha.. akhenya.. brjya gak aku khatam novel 2x5 2.. hehe.. wide grin.. yg xsyokny.. aku xsmpat nk abiskn cter ad+iz.. huhu.. xpe laa.. len kli ade maa.. haha..

ksimpulanya.. prasaan aku ari nie mix feeling.. sdeh coz the result.. epi nana dtg.. first tyme sahur kt kfc.. =).. ari nie mcg an dy lme sgt.. haha.. dh ok kot an dy.. dr mla cter psal xg klaz.. psl result.. smpai pg td.. huwa2.. dh ok kot kitorg.. thanx eh.. =)